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if you want to feel squeamish try the Saw movies. for psychological terror not many better than the original Hitchhiker with Rutgar Hauer (or how ever he spells it)

I can't believe that you would post this half hearted apology in an attempt to set the record straight. In trying to justify your inexcusable actions, your callous comments have only succeeded in further demeaning this lady and validating her decision to discontinue seeing you. After being told that your comments initially made her uncomfortable, you continued to the point where she finally ended your arrangement. And then to repeat many of those same comments in your post in an attempt to tell your side of the story and make yourself look better, with no regards as to how they might affect Alex, is inexcusable. You still don't get it do you, respect is a two way street, if you expect it, you have to give it, and it seems that you give far to little.

Peterbondra, I can not speak for ALL ladies, but MOST do prefer advance notice. Since we always want to look, smell and feel our best, last minute apps, dont always work. But it can't hurt to ask! A minimum 30 minutes might be a better approach instead of saying "Can I come now!" Explain your situation and she just might accomadate you!

How are you all doing? My 25th birthday night is coming up really Soon. I am truly exited about this birthday because Soleil is making the 4 hour trip, to come out and spend my birthday night with me. She is such a nice lady. the two of us have been talking about this for awhile. Soleil, will be coming to see me on November 1st. My Actual birthday is on the 2nd, But Soleil wants to be the 1st person, to wish me a happy 25th birthday :) Isn't she the sweetest? she is so great. I have a very difficult life, and I do not get to have fun very often. Getting to see Soleil Again is going to be possibly the best birthday ever, for me She is going to be a very nice present for me :) this is going to be very special for me because, this is going to be only the 2nd time in my life, that I will be having relations. both times are going to are going to be/have been with Soleil. This is very specal to me because me haing a disability, I have a lot of special needs. With Soleil having visted me one already, she understands me and my situation, very well. with her showing so much compassion and having such a big heart, this is going to make the night spatacular. plus the fact that she is very, very good @ what she does does not hurt ether:) With her staying the whole night with me, is is great. there are several reasons for this. 1.we get to spend a nice amount of time together 2. with me not being able to walk, i have to use a lift to be transferred from my chair, to another place. i.e.-my bed. this takes time, but we will not have to rush, because we have a lot of time. this way we can enjoy ourselves to the fulliset, without any time restraints. 3. As I fall asleep that night, I can be held in her arms. This is a great feealing for me. Soleil is so nice and caring, that while we are dozing off to dreamland in each others arms, I will not have a disability, I will just be a person. Anyway, I truly lookinf forward to my upcoming birthday with Soleil. it is 2 weeks today, till our night together :)

I'll admit, I've dreamed about working in the sex industry since about age 10. When I looked at sexy women whether it be in commercials, Playboy, media, etc., I wanted to be her. When I was 11 I read a short novel about a girl who was 16 and ran away from home and became a stripper. After that, I was hooked. I didn't view women in the sex industry as exploited or degraded. I viewed them as powerful women and I've always viewed my sexuality as being the most powerful thing I possess.