Grew up old school, intimacy wasn't there. Did right by my family, children fulfilling their dreams and healthy. Family will be taken care of. Still searching for intimacy, friends splitting up, family members passing on. Old conventions and institutions to count on ,not anymore, failing expectations. Fought the reaper beat him this time, he'll be back. Deadlines , emergency calls 3 o'clock in am, intimacy, soft touch not found,still looking, a passionate kiss maybe. Did everything was supposed to.Put in 60 -70 hour weeks. A softer age, would've been nice 40 years ago. Calloused hands, knees are going can see less years ahead than behind. Same wieghts at the gym getting heavier.Still don't drink, drugs, no gambling . The one true joy for me even for a short time and find myself again, touch of a sensuous women. Thanks Ladies , your beautiful.
Add on: A special young lady asked me to elaborate on something I said during our encounter, as a rule our time is ours alone. It was this, if you read this, thanks little one.