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Please forgive me in advance but if I don’t comment I won’t be able to sleep tonight. I’m just wondering why you’d want to drop a bomb like that on someone you’ve been with for 7+ years right before the holidays? So that YOU feel better? Haven’t you already spent YEARS doing so already? 7+?? I’m not trying to be rude BUT unless you’ve given her an infection/ disease, maybe just leave her out of it. Go seek help . Visiting a therapist first would be a healthier decision, there ARE ways to handle these types of situations. You can discuss it and then decide whether you’d like to rip her unsuspecting heart from the inside, or not. Best of luck.

I prefer longer dates to get to know you better on a more personal level much more satisfying for me I want to know what makes you smile and what turns you on Sometimes an hour isn't even enough time

ADHD meds definitely help with clarity and cutting back on dopamine seeking behaviours! If you aren’t living in line with your values, it makes sense youd be feeling really off about it. A common theme in recovery from any addiction is making amends *so long as they do not cause you or others harm*. Causing harm here also extends to people who are unknowing of the wrongs against them. Those wrongs really do become your cross to bear - if you feel guilt, let that become your driving force to do better in the future so *you can forgive yourself*. For clarity for others who may be reading this, I don’t judge anyones motives or morality for seeing SPs in any situation. Such things are highly individual and frankly - none of my business. If your behaviours don’t align with your values though and you’re internalizing the shame around that, it’s reasonable you’d want to make some changes. 🙂

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I tend to prefer half hour dates the first time i meet with someone. I actually like 15 minutes too! 🤭🤑 i like getting down to business fast I guess 🙂😝 1 hour is a long ass time sometimes Bree J

Don't miss this fish! She's got me hooked!

Victoria is definitely one of my top SPs....since day one she's treated me with nothing short of respectfulness and kindness....and she is fantastical what she does.....treat her well guys.....she's a keeper!!

Thank you for your reply, Berlin. Appreciate the advice and the kind words. I have been on meds for 10 days now, and the clarity and clear thinking is amazing , but also devastating, when I came to realize that the behaviors I was engaging in were not aligned with my actual values. A medicated mokejomes would never act the way an ADHD riddled mokejomes would act. I have always been able to justify my actions, or at least rationalize them, and then press them into my subconscious, going on as if it never happened, and if it did, well it wasn't so bad. I was always super nice and respectful to SPs so my actions are okay. No harm no foul. It's a simple business transaction between two consenting adults. I just thank God that I had enough moral standards to walk out of situations where it was clear it was not a good situation and don't have that to feel terrible about as well. Again, not judging those who partake in the hobby. None of my business. Having said that, this is an awfully heavy cross to bear, especially when I spend time with my partner and child, knowing deep down the actions I have taken part in, and the fact that I have completely betrayed my partner and family. The guilt is just eating me alive, and I'm not sure where to turn. I have brought this up with my psychologist , and his advice was comparing it to child soldiers who have committed atrocities , and they're able to go on . What's done is done, just move on. All is forgiven. Which sounds great to hear, and for a little while I can have that play out in my mind, but eventually the thoughts come back and with them the guilt, and i think, no, she needs to know what I've done. She needs to have that choice of whether or not she wants to move forward, knowing the information. I can forgive myself all day, but that is not the forgiveness I seek, or need. Appreciate all your replies. They are helpful, but a hobby board is perhaps not the best place to lay out all of my guilt and shame, lol. Sorry for the long ramble, I am just devastated about potentially losing my family and have a lot on my mind. I also understand that guilt can play out this way - anxiety and OCD like thinking and this is likely what is happening. Cheers!

I don’t know about the phone situation but I believe they work together. I have talked to Amber ( I have seen her a few times) about a duo with Freya. I would have no reservations booking with either. ML

Thanks for your reply. I was recently diagnosed with adult ADHD and put on medication to help. Since that time the goggles have come off, and I am having severe anxiety, depression, and insomnia over my actions. I understand that adhd people don't really produce dopamine, so my behaviours make complete sense in hindsight. I cant think of a much bigger dopamine hit then a sex addiction. I have not given her a disease/infection. I am seeing a therapist, I just find myself constantly ruminating to the point where she knows something is up. I'm no longer "present". perhaps my anxiety is doing the thinking . Part of it is probably the addict in me just wanting to dump this information onto someone, so like you said, I can feel better.

I had the pleasure meeting Tasha on her trip to NB. She is gorgeous, sweet, safe and client-focussed. She's the real deal. I had a great time. I will definitely see her again!

I met Allie on the weekend, she was great. I left a review in the other channel about her.

Well, that was an experience and a half! I'd always been intrigued by Melody's LL ad', but for some reason I'd never taken the plunge. Very glad I did. For starters, she is absolutely lovely. Just the prettiest face you've ever seen, with a well toned, perfectly (for me at least) shaped body and delightfully soft skin. We chatted for a bit, what with it being our first meeting and then almost casually got things underway. She has some serious skills and I was soon on cloud nine, where I remained for the rest of my visit. The ending was one for the ages! She loves what she does and does it very well indeed. Receptive, responsive and altogether a delight to spend the morning with. I will be back. Just need a bit of a rest!

She had plan to go to Halifax today. She will return soon. Keep watching.

So I recently visited Melody (I'll post a review separately if she's cool with that). The reason she can be hard to reach is that she has quite a dedicated following so doesn't advertise much. When she does she gets a flood of texts and if you haven't followed the instructions in her ad', you will be at the back of a long queue. Which would be a shame as she is dynamite!

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With hour dates I always make sure to take my time with the person. tease, snuggle, chat, or maybe they want to play with me for a while. I never get dressed before the last 5 minutes:) I want the hour to last 1 hour or I feel bad:) If the person is good for more than once then we do that. 1/2 Hour I usually still have to take my time given my skillset (lol). Bree 🙂

Hey gentlemen!😇 I hope everyone is still staying happy, healthy, and horny😈 The Christmas season is almost here! Treat yourselves!❤️ I have a couple of updates pertaining to my recent schedule… I will continue to host both incalls and outcalls in my private & upscale condo located in the west end of halifax, from November 30th until December 6th! From November 30th - December 6th, I will be available starting at 2pm until 10:30pm. ⚠️PLEASE NOTE⚠️ WHEN BOOKING, please send me a message at 902-901-6304 including your NAME, AGE, the DURATION & SERVICE you prefer for our time together! 😇 My Specialties include: 💜Sensual full body oil massages (nuru or tantric) 💜Private entertainment (stag/bachelor parties, stripteases, pole & lapdances) 💜Fetishes/dom/BDSM 💜VIP Options: GFE / PSE 💜Online play (pics/vids & videocalls) 🤍Multi-hour DEALS avail 24/7! I ONLY provide SAFE service! Lets be naughty together this Christmas!😝🎄 Looking forward to hearing from you babe, Love, Bella Blanca💜💦

Are you looking for something special today? A unique companion experience that develops naturally with a fun and gorgeous girl? Look no further you've found her! ➣ I am here to make you feel welcome and needed. I enjoy the company of a client that is respectful & is looking for a genuine connection. ➣ I please, I tease, I’m the girl next door. I have a beautiful elegant innocent glow with toe curling, heavy breathing, mind boggling skills that you must indulge in at least once.. ➣ I prefer to spend an hour or more with all new clients. It’s not just a “cum and go” experience. Physical Description: Height: 5’1 | Weight: 110lbs | Cup Size: 34 B Cup ➣ When booking an appointment leave a brief message of getting to know you; Example: Hello my name is _____, I’m _____ years old, I'm looking for _____ services. I’m would like to spend _____ time with you. *NOTE* If you do not comply with the proper etiquette I ask for, I will not see you nor entertain the conversation; Meaning I won’t respond if you don’t include your name, age, & what you’re looking for in our session. **All my services are safe play only.** 𝐒𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐨𝐮𝐬 𝐈𝐧𝐪𝐮𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬 𝐎𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐂𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐜𝐭: (902)-704-3503 𝐎𝐧𝐥𝐲𝐅𝐚𝐧𝐬: @geekygirl-amarra 𝑇𝑒𝑠𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑜𝑛𝑖𝑎𝑙𝑠 𝐵𝑒𝑙𝑜𝑤 Amarra (GeekyGirl902) • White - Lyla https://www.lyla.ch/topic/191888-geeky-girl-amarra https://www.lyla.ch/topic/178572-amarra-ll https://www.lyla.ch/topic/175869-amarra-geekygirl

I had the pleasure of meeting Allie today. She’s a lovely girl, incredibly sweet and fun and well worth getting to know. She’s very patient, accommodating and really a treat to talk to. There was no BS, just a very pleasant and down to earth person who you definitely won’t regret meeting. She’s currently not verified on LL but is planning on changing that soon.

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That is an excellent question and I thinks it has been asked before. But I'll answer this question with experience that I had. Many times when looking for ladies to spend quality time with I end up doing my research and finding the perfect one. I always booked for 1 hour because of the same reason you do...I don't want to rush my time with something great. And like yourself I often got disappointed with the date because I'm in and out in 20 minutes and that includes the introduction...shoe removal...clothes removal....the main event...shower(optional sometime)...and clothes back on...shoes and a quick goodbye. All because I felt rushed and she didn't want to be there to begin with. Once you find the right girl to give you what you pay for then I suggest you stay with her for all your appointments.

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Been seeing escorts since I was in my early 20s, and now I'm 38. been with my partner for 7 years and been seeing escorts for 5. Always thought I was getting away with it , no harm, no foul. but out of the blue I started to have anxiety upon coming to the realization that I am a sex addict. And then the intense anxiety started . What have I done? What have I done? And then the guilt. I haven't partaken in any behaviours in almost 22 weeks, but the guilt isn't something that goes away I feel the only option I have is to disclose to my partner which is going to be devastating Anyone have any availability experience with this?