Nicolette Vaughn

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from muff diving

OMG!! The joys of encountering these things when going through the links to watch shows. I watch t.v. shows the same way as well and that William Hill gambling site is the most annoying effin advertisement in the world with the British guy's voice. The music in the background on that popup once woke up friends late at night who were staying with me. They were pissed because it was so abnormally loud! Imagine hearing at 1 am ( I'm a night owl) some chick singing "Get down to the funky beat... tk...tk.." with annoying computerized music in the background! And it stays in your head! #&$$&$!!! I'll send you some good links Meg to avoid the above mentioned site with little to no buffering. Oh ya and that free live cams dude. All of a sudden, I won't see the pop up just hear his nerdy voice... "He-llo...blah, blah, blah..." Pay for cam shows like the rest of the world cheap ass and stop trying to make money by teaching others to scam legit sites. LMAO!!

Definitely a cat. I've been told I have similar characteristics lol.

Watching my cat being mesmerized by the faucet in the roman tub in my master bathroom. I turn it on a just a little drip and he will sit in there for at least an hour just staring at it and is so cute when he tilts his head like a kitten does when playing with something.. I don't like him jumping in there because I find myself cleaning it constantly but that bath tub has rarely been used ( I'm not really into taking baths) so I let him satisfy his curiousity each time.

A new wood blind for my bedroom.

Happy Birthday Jody!

The mountains or the Pacific Ocean and the drive down the Pacific Coast Highway. I enjoyed that long drive from Northern California.

Aww, you're sweet! I missed reading your posts while I was gone. xo

I've always been voluptuous even at a smaller weight. I've always had big boobs and a big round ass. I am the only person in my immediate family who is busty with the curves. My other sisters have been skinny throughout chidhood ( myself included) and then a bit heavier ( a little chubby) and it seems as though we were always dieting. I was never preoccupied with my weight as a child or teenager. Unfortunately only when coming into the business and that issue was one of the cons. They lost the weight and kept it off but at times noticed they analyze what they eat or denying themselves. However, we have had borderline eating disorders and at one point made it worse being in this business going from 115 lbs after having a baby ( lost 40 lbs in 10 weeks) to a heavy weight that was not healthy. I quit my short term eating disorder because I got scared as it was affecting my health and went cold turkey and gained a lot of weight as a result. I went from a healthy and slim weight before having a child to starvation diets to being an emotional closet eater at one point to the point where I didn't want to work because I felt ashamed. Add in a couple of deaths in my family within months of each other and made it that much worse to deal with emotionally. The comments I had received from guys on other sites didn't help and weren't so nice and because I was very popular when I first started out, I thought I had to be perfect. What triggered it was that I was called fat at 115 lbs by some moron. I felt that I wasn't perfect and dealt with that comment the wrong way so all the weight I had lost felt like it was for nothing. So I ate to deal with all the bullshit. As time went on with the weight issues, the business made it worse. I will admit that as strong as I looked on the outside and telling those guys to basically fuck off, it did affect me and who wouldn't it affect? It's no different than online bullying. And yesI was body shamed all the time on those sites. It was ongoing for years. They made me feel like I was the Goodyear blimp. However, over time I resolved those issues and although I'm not 115 lbs as I used to be, I've come to grips with weight issues and gained self acceptance. I really don't care what they say because they are small minded and they have to say that to build themselves up because they probably are insecure or are just jerks. The reality of it is you can't be perfect, you can't change people's opinions and you can't control what people say about you because it will drive you crazy. I have a different mindset now and don't let those old feelings creep in because they will eat away at you. Obviously I have done something right in this business because if I was so unattractive at the weight I was, i wouldn't have any business. And trust me, I have enough business that I can handle. What I have learned specifically related as a service provider is that even though I'm not Hollywood skinny, that is not the first thing clients look at. I am an attractive woman with a lot of other nice qualities and someone who enjoys my job as an SP never being forced to do it for the money or coerced. That is more than enough... esp in this business.

Thanks everyone!

That sucks! i did that one time to my laptop a few years ago when I was chatting with a friend and accidentally spilled a drink all over it. Luckily across the street from my condo there was an internet cafe. Check out BestBuy for laptops. I got a new netbook for $229 a few weeks ago. They have good prices.

Yes I learned that today too!

is to get caught up on Cerb. Haven't been on much in the last little while.

Happy belated birthday Lee Richards!

The link to the site EmilyJ posted is very interesting. We are all beautiful individuals and while no one is perfect, I believe our quirks, our scars and our flaws is what makes us who we are. Buying into the whole Hollywood look is not only obsessive but tiring and I think there is finally an awareness that skinny does not necessarily mean beautiful. What really constitutes as beautiful? Beauty is like art. it is so subjective that what one person may not find appealing to the eye, someone else will. Over the years and as I've gotten older, I've come to accept myself for who I am and not what I look like despite the business I'm in. In terms of the escorting business and body types and body image, what I never understood is all these little people who come on other sites slamming women. No one is putting a gun to their head to see any woman, but of course they have to get their 2 cents in. It could be that they're lacking something in their life so they have to put others down to make themselves feel better. And to their advantage, they can do it under the guise of a bogus internet handle which of course brings little to no consequences for them and makes them cowards imo. In my mind makes them a little person and I feel sad for them. I don't have to justify or defend why I'm not skinny. Frankly I don't think I look good when I have a gaunt face and elfphin body under 110 lbs. I try to focus on my weight now in a healthier manner and not about what's on the scale or who says what about me. If I wanted to be skinnier, I would do it and not for anyone else and I am a healthy person. One of the things I have come to experience lately is self acceptance. It is one of the most freeing things in life. And if someone doesn't like how I look, they can kiss my big fat ass! Hehe.

If big hair comes back in style, I will cut off my hair.

Spinach pizza

I could understand if you knew the SP but the problem is if you don't know each other, there is no trust established. And the other issue is that your home is no longer really your home. It's now a working space for someone else. Lots of rules and boundaries would have to be put in place for this to work out and quite often it doesn't. Many SPs work well with other SPs because they are in it together so to speak and can relate to one another. I wouldn't recommend it. Sounds like a headache waiting to happen.

Hope you feel better soon Sami!

Yep, definitely can relate to the costs of these things for sure...$180 for multi colored hair done the right way by a professional. Just hope she doesn't ask you for a nose piercing anytime soon. Teenagers...

Thanks Angela for a great party and meeting some old and new faces. I also want to thank Mister T for all the baking he did for this party. It was very much appreciated! I'm looking forward to the next one!

Happy Birthday Emma!

I think if an SP advertises it then she must be somewhat into it. If they just tolerate it for money then I can't comment because I won't do something I don't like or can't handle. Personally I don't like anal sex as I had a bad experience with it. I do have sex toys that I use sometimes on the job and for my own personal use but that is at my own discretion. Many people don't understand when you tell them to be careful and go slow so it's off the menu boys. I was a fan of digit play there but not so much now as many men use fingers there and try to stick them somewhere else afterwards. I'm literally having to stop them. Please tell me why some men think this is okay? Do they think this is healthy and nothing bad is going to happen? It's called a urinary tract infection and it is the worst pain ever! Basically bateria is coming from the colon and into the vagina and finally into the bladder. That's disgusting. A woman wakes up feeling like she is urinating razor baldes with the worst and uncomfortable abdominal pain that doesn't stop unless treated with antibiotics. If not treated, it leads to a kidney infection. I just wanted to mention this because some people really don't think about this even if they don't have ignorant or reckless intentions. Anything that is going to make me sick I won't do unless they follow my specific directions which is fine and can be enjoyable but so many just don't think about these things... I consider anal play more risky as the condom has a much higher chance of breaking. I care about my health.