shymale

congrats isabella! a status very well deserved.

congrats emily! very well deserved.

there's a couple i love here's a few Piper Fawn: an erotic model in europe Lindsey Lohan Véronique Morin: a fitness model from québec Simone Simons: singer for metal band Epica

congrats berlin!

i like roamingguy for all is great songthreads post. is a real music library.

congrats cato! 4500 post and counting. always a good read.

congrats RG! always love reading your posts.

Lately i have been pondering why i'm so shy and fear rejection from woman. when i was young i used to write and act out plays with my friends in front of my classmate and even the school. all of a sudden i had trouble speaking in front of groups and to girls one on one. i believe i found two reasons why. i was always heavier than kids my age and in high school i got teased and laughed at for being overweight daily from kids i didn't even know(this had never happened before), i believed for the first time in my life i was different from everybody cause i was FAt. i started beliving i was less than nothing cause i was fat wich made me unpopular in school. all my friends( the little i had) and i was part of the rejects. so i started always staying in corners trying not to be seen. and secondly this has to do with my fear of rejection. There was this girl who was popular but also a friend of mine, i was her confident, she told me everything. she always talked to me about her boyfriends and telling how bad they treated her. after a will she started telling me that she needed somebody like me. she told me that more than once so i took it has a sign. so i decieded to ask her out, a planned a perfect date, Bryan Adams was coming for a concert in Ottawa and i knew she loved him. so i saved my money, bought two front row tickets and on the last day of school took my couraged in hands and ask her out. she shot me down saying she didn't like bryan adams and walked away. she never talk to me again. this was the worst summer of my life. so for alot of years after that i never ask anybody out, and to this day i still have confidence issues wich holds me back. it's funny that you never associate things until alot later in life!! you don't make the connections to the event or you don't won't to say it's because of this event. i was taking stock of my life so far and wanted to make changes, taking my two biggest personnal handicaps and trying to change for the better. hopefully realising where it started will help me get over them. i just needed to say it to someone as to not keep it bottled up inside. so who better than my friends of cerb who don't judge. just writing it down and knowing it will be seen by others seems appropriate. if this helps somebody in the same situation all the better. feel free to post your own story if you like, it did me good just writing it, mabe it will for you too.

Why i keep coming back to cerb? Well they are many reason but mainly it's for the wonderful ladies of cerb. Being a shy overweight guy who doesn't like is body and is not the most comfortable in a social setting cerb allows me to communicate freely with the ladies with no fear of jugement cause here every shape and size are accepted. Most often you get to talk to the ladies through pm or thread before hand, wich is more easy then a face to face first meeting. my fear of rejection is non existent cause we are all are for the something. i'm a man who loves sex and intimacy but outside of this community it is virtualy nil. but here i have talk too and spent time with some amazing woman, that i would of never had the chance to elsewhere. so for me, cerb is a therapy of sort. cause before i started hobbying and meeting the ladies of cerb, i never would of attended a social gathering full of people unknow to me. but this past month i attended the christmas social, even do i was the shy one in the corner and didn't mingle with the people alot; i did meet and talk to members and ladies wich help me get out of my shell more and should be better at the next one. so in other words cerb is the reason i have a sex life and is starting to be less shy. so thank you lovely ladies of cerb for helping a shymale.

all the best and a speedy recovery emb.

congrats meg, always love reading your post!

i like mrnice2 cause when i met him at the christmas social he made this shy person feel at ease. mrnice2 was really fun to talk too also.

sad to see you go pistolpete. always loved you're input. you were one of the members i always look for recommendations from.

this is evident my wave honeymoon suite's wave babies http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yZlm4-61SHY&feature

all i can say is "long live the fripples"

sad to see you go, you are a very respected member of cerb. best wishes for your'e future.

i agree with you old dog, miss Lohan is very beautiful

thank to all for a great social. it was my first and definetily not my last. even do i was the shy one in the corner i got to talk to some nice gents and lovely ladies. will try to be more pro active at the next one.

the beautifull lonna lux was in town today, got the spend some sexy and erotic time with this gem. she is simply amazing, don't know what more to say since i said must of it in the last few recos. Lonna is a real beauty and a great person.

after meeting Penelope at the social, i must must say i got a crush. she was totally sweet and sexy.

my new years resolution it's the some one i make ever year but never keep, lose weight. hopefully this year is the year.

i like alexandra-sky because she is a very positive presence on the board. I must also say i love her pics, she is very beautiful lady.

happy bday alexandra sky. i wish you all the best.

hopefully everything is alright with SA. always loved reading is posts!!

two more days before the social. i'll be the shy guy in the corner, attending his for social.