capitalman

Samantha your post deserved the TOTF award! Good for you!

Ya, I don't go there simply because the name is derogatory. I can't support such a thing.

Wow man.....great big --> Woo hoo!

"the ones who do bbbj, cim ect are ruining it for the rest of us." With all due respect, like everything else in this world, you have to step up and match your competitors if you want to compete, ya know? Or find a niche market for yourself. Competition that keeps everyone on a level playing field is good for everyone, IMHO.

Pete, I asked you not to show that picture of me and the keg! Oh well.. You seem a little lost...did you drink a little too much and forget where the bar is? Here, maybe this map will help you...

I guess we'd better not even mention that empty feeling eh?

CERB has been a great resource for me to connect with some other like minded men. One time I dropped a hint to a good friend that I had seen an escort. Low and behold, he dropped a hint right back and we began to open up about it from there. Who would have known? He was the last person I suspected of it. You never know, but you do have to be discreet about it. I'm always open to PM's from other members about things too, so don't be shy if you think I'm the right guy.

Well ya, I don't mean any disrespect to anyone. I'm just participating. I see things from a different perspective now that Annessa and Emma have chimed in about my comments. And just to make one thing clear, I have a really hard time booking ahead, my work doesn't allow it so short term notice is my preference. I'm a spontaneous type. So if I may, I'll correct part of what I said to include that it MIGHT make me feel like second choice...but that's OKAY, okay? It'll be a miracle if any lovely lady agrees to see me after all this! Anyone got a shovel?

hahah..yes, you're right. I'm on a bad roll eh? Well I suppose I'm making some wrong assumptions...but that's why I'm posting to spark discussion and get answers. I don't want to feel this way, I want to change. Hearing what everyone has to say helps me realize the truth and change, ya know?

Sweet! I'd love to see our lovely SP's in thongs....any ladies out there willing to share with us?

I like to give my real name so when the SP says it to me in the heat of the moment, it makes sense, ya know? I don't want to be called "Capitalman" or some fake name while I'm trying to get off! Quote: "When someone calls or emails me and says...so and so just cancelled on me i'm wondering if you are free...lol....lmao yea i'm free alright...not. Always great to know your second choice...hahaha " The same applies for us gentlemen. PLEASE don't post a message on the board or send me an email saying "Someone cancelled I suddenly have an opening, do you want to visit?" It's a two-way street. I don't want to feel like I'm second best either. I like a girl that discreetly advertises and doesn't punch me in like a time clock. Ads like "I'm working from 7am until 11pm today and I have one opening left at 3pm" just turn me right off. They make me feel like a number, like a money bag. They make me feel USED. Just my humble opinion, YMMV.

I have noticed a lot of girls seem to tour to Ottawa, especially from Montreal where the average rate is lower. Obviously there's enough demand in Ottawa to keep everyone busy. A lot of the business is not seen here; it's non-advertised or word of mouth. There's lots of rumours of kept women too, but that's definitely not MY method! I like to think I'm rich, but not that rich..sorry.

No worries, I knew exactly what to do!

After a few minutes with her, I made my way back to the front office...but the two girls were gone! A new hostess was there...waiting...

I guess I was too loud and she heard me, got up and invited me to check out her package a little closer....

It's quite the club! As I wandered around looking for you I happened upon the mail room too...uh oh, she was on break too!

So when I finally got in, I was must have been in the girls shower area? Oh well....I didn't mind...

So I tried to sneek in the back, but a couple of employees were on their lunch break...

Pete, I found your club but the secretary at the front desk was kinda busy....she told me to wait....

Okay, I'm learning.

No, I don't like looking at other guys cocks or their hairy bodies! I'm not sure I could ever do a DP thing or orgy or whatever. What am I afraid of? I don't know. No, I don't have any underlying issues from my childhood either!

In this thread here -> http://cerb.ca/vbulletin/showthread.php?t=10306&page=4 Mod said something: "The guy making the intentionally hurtful comments probably has a lot deeper issues and your just the person to pick on for the day to make them feel better about themselves. It really is even more pathetic since the person is hiding behind that anonymity of a email and a alias. " It's me, I'm sorry.

True, true...you're a smart guy!

How did it go Silk?

Okay, you're right. I'm being a wanker or weenie or whatever. Yes, there is more to you lovely ladies than just a vagina. I think I was in a foul mood, I'm sorry. The more I read over my post, the more I realize I was being a complete a-hole, I'm sorry. I hope you will forgive me.