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Okay so I do consider myself totally to be a professional at this. Just not full time. I'm a softy too which makes it difficult sometimes. Some clients I meet, well I always want to give them their money's worth, never rush a man. When I say an hour I mean an hour. Some men want a half an hour of chat! so that's fine too! Last night I had a client who wanted to have a drink with me in a bar first. It ended up being a few drinks and as he was paying of course, it was fine. I'm not a big drinker but now and then I like to party. (Not good for the skin, the weight and makes you feel like crap the next day!). When I went to the washroom in the pub i was feeling cheeky and took out my egg vibrator, placed it strategically in my panties, the cord in my jeans pocket (very understated night in public of course) and put the control on the table when I got back. This client hadn't had sex in three years, married of course! and began to stutter. We had fun, trying to carry on a conversation about how hard he had it at home, while he watched my eyes and the occasional jump as he turned the vibrations from gentle to high! I like to be horny when I am going to get laid, as well as have fun and this wasn't a rush night. He had to pay for a room, two cab fares, drinks and I charged him $200. I had as much fun as he did. Is this the Girlfriend Experience. I guess in a way. I'm not 23 and a hottie. I have the energy of a 23 yr old! And the shazammm of a 23 yr old but.. experience has taught me that most men don't just want to get off. I lit candles, he put some music on his laptop and he started with my toes.. mm I have a foot fetish to be sure. Somehow my usual massage and Reiki went out the window. One stocking off, toes in his mouth, tongue along the sole of my freshly pedicured feet (oh thank you god for making me do that today!) up my thigh a little and then.. the other stocking... so much for those. I wore my favorite little bustier, a Fredricks of Hollywood that a client bought me from the States.. with the usual boobs cut out of it. This client was determined to be the aggressor even though I tend to be in control and I gave it up like a good girl. He pinned me down, licked me for ages (thank you lord, I love this job) and used every last one of my toys on me. (and I get paid for this?). I just know the more clients I have the better shape my body will be! I climbed on top, girating my hips so that he pressed just right oooh just right against my g spot ... liquid trickling down my thighs, squirting happens and it is effortless this way... Flipping me over now, doggy, and ooops anal sex (that wasn't paid for buddy, oh god it just felt so damned good.. and he will be back for certain!!!). It was his first time with anal sex and.. well he seemed to like it. Not sure! His happiness was apparent on his face, with mine down below his knees as he straddle me; orally gratifying a man this way is too erotic. Aggressive but i'm always in control of course. And then I made him stand on the side of the bed, while I let him stroke himself.. over my breasts... exhausted. Okay so probably I should have charged him $400. But he spent that much and I'm no gold digger. I'd rather he come back twice a month and this spiritual woman knows, that she's doing some good in the world. lol... for me at least!

I have had a lot of requests for encounters from really young men and generally turn them down if they're under 25. Just before I came to Toronto though I have to say, I said yes to a 19 year old. Took a while for him to convince me; he kept sending emails and finally I said I'd chat with him on msn. He was very persistent. Once I saw him on web cam (just his face!) I thought to mysef "Just this once... ". I couldn't resist; he looked like Kurt Cobaine and was so cheeky. I was expecting someone who was wanting to learn but in fact he was as confident as an older man. Little on the skinny side for my taste, not fully grown (omg) but was a sweetie (and yes I've been to see The Reader, could totally relate!). I kneeled in front of him as he sat naked on my bed and he reached forward, slide his hand between my stockinged thighs and into my pussy. The other hand stroked my breasts and nipples. He was in charge for sure. He told me to lie back and moved his face down between my legs, traced his tongue along my thighs and tasted me, looked up and smiled a big smile. So cheeky. Fingers and tongue and my fantasy right there and I came like crazy! He surprised the hell out of me! I was careful not to make him cum too quickly during oral as I wanted him to enjoy all of it, fucking as well. I was so tempted to let him experience anal sex with me for the first time but I charge extra for that, even though I love it and he only had the fee I'd given him. A lady has to have some tricks (yep pun intended). I asked him afterwards if he'd been with a lot of women and he said a few; he'd had a couple of threesomes. At 19 I was just finding out about vibrators and lesbians! It's a different world, that's for sure. I don't date men younger than 40 but having a client that's younger can be interesting. Most are nervous, cum quickly and don't have a clue but now and then... you get a nice surprise!

I don't fake orgasms, with a lover or a client and i do have them. mmmm I do I do. I tend to have a better orgasm on top but if I must I willll resort to a toy. Help me out or don't, if I'm turned on I do my best to make sure my body gets what it needs. I had a client who was coming to see me once a week (until I moved to Toronto). Married, 38, asian and very handsome. Brought me jewellry and wanted to chat on msn almost every day. Dangerous stuff in this business. I try to keep it very light so that I don't become emotionally involved. I have been fascinated recently with women who really squirt and have experienced it myself a few times, but not enough and not as easily as I would like to!!! It is a stronger orgasm and far more satisfying. This asian client was so intrigued by my desire to squirt that when I suggested a site I'd watched a video on (red tube I think) which was very tastefully done and educational, he wanted to watch it and practise on me. Poor me eh? Practise on me and pay me too!! Okay! Well, the instructions on this video were really good. The first time he came to me and followed the teacher's advice I squirted, and felt .. hmm very satisfied. Ever seen Gone with the Wind? The scene where Scarlet wakes up after a night of real passion with Rhett just before he dumps her? Ya. She squirted.. Well, the following week he came back and again..... held my pelvic area down on the bed, lubricated me, stroked me, licked me, and then put the required number of fingers in, aggressively stroking, hitting it just right except this time he did it three times... wouldn't stop. One orgasm, some kissing, more playing and squirting a second time. Well the third time I had an orgasm that can only be described as a whole body orgasm. It took a couple of minutes to recover, left me feeling incredibly grateful to him (I kept asking him what he wanted, anything, what does he need...) and left me shuddering and shaking on my bed for a good few minutes. It left me sobbing. Good thing I moved away; a man who can do this has power baby! sigh. I miss him.

Thanks! Maturity has its advantages!

I prefer not to see a photo before a client comes to see me. A photo doesn't usually show the twinkle in his eye, the softness of his voice or his character; the things that can turn you on even if he's missing a leg! One of the things I have so appreciated about this business is that now I no longer look for a man who has a specific physical attribute. The most exciting sex has come with men who are sly and quiet, surprise you with the best kisses (I love the kissing lol...) knowing where your g spot is and taking the time to find it, over and over... Sometimes it's the hunky ones who are the worst lovers. They don't always make an effort; they've never had to. There's a song by Millie Jackson from the 1970's called Ugly Men. She says, ladies if you want to have a good time, get youself an ugly man. He hasn't had it in a long time and he don't know when he gonna get it again! lol... The physical part of this business is what we focus on .. but the real person is hidden... and finding that is when the real good sex begins.... :-D