belladonna

man that post was a little bit to revelatory of my actual life - sorry..

Agencies have fucked me over so many times. They treated me like a slave, some of them well known on this site, some not. I find great fun in being independent and yet, I have made the mistake of joining agency after agency, hoping I could find someone that would treat me like a human being and not an OBJECT. The societal objectification for women is already common enough, I don't want it to follow me into my career. Yes, I have to work a little harder and I have to scrutinize all my clients, but in the end... An independent woman is a happy woman :D

The winning thread was Nom de Plume - Cerb Handle Meaning, by Belladonna Black. ;) We were bored.

I was wondering if you could offer a service where a member can subscribe to cerb via sms (am I using the proper terminology?) I think it would be simpler if I could reply to my private messages with my cellphone without having to visit the website. It would be a lot like getting notifications from facebook by means of your cellphone. Thank you!

I was told that the silver dollar is a very run-down, scary place to be. They have no doors for their washrooms! :( You should try a downtown club.

The service provider amplifies the romantic situation to make it seem that she is more than just a sp, she is the ultimate girlfriend. A no-strings-attached, eager to please, and yet, completely unattainable girlfriend. I think it is a subject that should not be ignored. Myself, I have been victim to feeling more than I should for a client. This can be extremely damaging, especially since professional boundaries have been constructed. Even more so is you already have a significant other that knows nothing of your pass-time/hobby/job. I consider it to be very difficult to write about such a touchy subject, even a misuse of language could offend. However, the GFE phenomenon and its consequences are very real to this community. :oops:

Meoooow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hullo! I was curious to know how everyone came about to choose their nom de plume. This question is destined for both hobbyists and service providers. My alias, Belladonna, was an homage to Tolkien's The Hobbit; Belladonna Took was the mother of Bilbo Baggins. My last name, Black, comes from the Harry Potter series. Sirius Black being one of my favorite characters, as he reminds me of Tom Waits. ;P What about you?

cool! I'm going too!

Huzzah! Out of the realm of the neo-Luddites, you have crossed the threshold of technological maturity, sixernine! We must duel, the duel of iPods! I must warn you, my year old near-antiquity has over thirty GB in music. Brandish you headphones and defend yourself, sir knight!

I should be studying... and yet, I am lurking on CERB. I am a bit obsessed with this website. It creates a great (and sexy) diversion to exams. On to my answer: I love a beautiful Asian woman with black hair, an Indian woman with brown hair, an American woman with blond hair, an Irish woman with red hair, a punk with green hair! A woman with no hair at all! A rose by another other name would smell as sweet. A man who concerns himself with such things would miss so much of the beauty that surrounds him... a rose is a rose is a rose... A woman who changes herself to please a man who concerns himself with such things would miss so much of the beauty that surrounds her...

I'm assuming that no one gives deep throat... I guess I need sasha grey! LOL

What's wrong with the playmate?

I use a spray for sore throats, which numbs me and calms my gag reflexes. It's important to go slow, to breathe and to stick out your tongue. I practice on my boyfriend, and I've been able to get his cock in deeper every time (without wanting to get sick all over him LOL). It's important to stay relaxed, I have an easier time doing it when I'm a bit intoxicated. This is what I use: http://www.amazon.com/Chloraseptic-Throat-Spray-Menthol-6-Ounce/dp/B001GCU0OC

I am looking for a birthday/Christmas present for my boyfriend. He has a deep throat fetish that I cannot satisfy (not yet anyway ;), I'm practicing.) I am looking for a beautiful girl who possesses this aforementioned talent, however, there are a few things I must take into consideration. I'm looking for someone who has very large breasts and is extremely beautiful (my definition of beauty will remain undefined, as I will trust your judgement.) Her smile must make men fall to their knees with love. Just kidding. :D Yikes! This is going to be difficult, but I am sure that your wisdom will prove useful. :oops: If you do not find it respectful to advertise this woman's name, send me a PM.

A million persian kittens that never grow up! ;) :oops:

I'm glad to see that everyone is so passionate about this subject - too often do I encounter people who are stoic and would not care about the idea of Love and Romance.

I agree, and yet, you have to be true to yourself. You don't want to hurt anybody, but you're hurting yourself even more by trying to convince yourself that you're not in love.

she is a very fit woman - and could beat me! However, I just need to be discreet.

What you are about to read is my perspective on how it must be like if you were to fall madly in love with an escort. I think it would be a painful experience. Let me know if I'm completely off base, because it's never happened to me! <3 A woman unshaved, yet groomed, trimmed, waxed and plucked in just the right places. It is an image of sensuality and of a profound connection to nature. There is something so honest about a French beauty, sprawled on a bed, naked, wisps of hair covering her Venus mound... Time slows, only a few frames per second, the air seems stagnant with colors of red and grey from the bedroom window. You can feel the heat of her body rise into your own, and can barely notice the cold morning air trembling with sounds from the bustling streets. The cocaine is making you sick, you are anxious and trembling... Only she can calm you, placing her finger on your chest, drawing circles. The bedroom melts and crumbles as she kisses you, her lashes laced with tears. You want to run; you think she is mocking you with her vapid smile—a smile that contorts into a frown, into a grimace, into a burst of laughter. “Are you just going to look at me?” She spoke in whispers, and almost sang every word. You could have looked at her all day. You loved her. And yet... the two hours were already over. Lame Harlequin Romance FTW! :] --Belladonna

My grandmother lives right next to it! And well, she might see me walk in-out

Went to a burlesque show instead! It was was fun... but I would have had time to see you guys before. Maybe next time :(

Yeah, I did it once... I felt so... full. ;) Really hard to explain how erotic it was.

thank you ;) I think that I should get myself a sexy outfit, and hope for the best :D I just hope I can find a cheaper way to get to the nuden (I live downtown, it's a 30$ cab ride, that's how I remember it.)

Hello everyone! About a year ago, I worked at the barefaxx (this adventure was a mere experience of an impulsive teenager that was as short lived as the amount of time it took me to contemplate it.) Then, besotted and full of youthful exuberance, I decided to try out Pigale's, and unfortunately so, they rejected me! Maybe I was having a bad hair day! Harr harr harr! Feeling dejected and rejected, I decided to never go back to a club again. However, I know I could do very well. I'm very nervous to go back, and I don't even recall how I got the job at the barefaxx (as I remember, I just walked in and they said: GO FOR IT GIRL!) Now, my question is, how should I go about this? Do I just walk in and say, HIRE ME? And how should I present myself? Alas, I ask this of you, well, for obvious reasons - those being that you've all offered such insightful advice to the others on this board before and that, well, you're all part of my oh-so secret life! Thank you, my lovelies. :butt: EDIT: GOING TO THE PLAYMATE - hope it works out!!!