PAPERSILO

there was an entertainment reporter on citynews this morning that said shannon was no longer living at the house with gene .

yes lil lady life has peaks and pitfalls , but it how you/we choose to handle those peaks and pitfalls that make us who we are . it is easy for you to say i sound young because everyone wants an excuse . i grew up surrounded by stereotypical natives . i , fortunately , did not fall into that cycle . it had alot to do with my parents , going to school everyday and as i aged seeing cousin after cousin [ that were the people i was closest too , outside of my immediate family ] end up dead in the street over dumb ass native gang bullshit ! so yes , i saw the druggie losers up close , thats why i am able to describe it as so , because that is exactly what they were . i am now 40 years old , i made a choice , a choice anyone is welcome to make when confronted with a decision . the thing i have learned is , no one wants to admit there is a problem , but as long as they are involved [ in any capacity ] , they are part of the problem . my nephew is now in your neck of the woods dealing with his issues , been clean for 7 months . he is now waiting for a spot in culinary class to open up so he can attend . he is 22 years old and he , like me , knows he cant be around the rest of the family outside of his grandparents , my folks . no one has to like it , no one has to agree with it , but i earned the right to my opion . all the best lil lady .

around in circles

has anyone seen mya at the dollar in the last month . met her about a month ago and havent seen her in the times i have dropped in since . blonde hair [ dyed ] , brown eyes , roughly 5'6'' , great teeth , beautiful smile [ should go without saying , see previous comment ] , just a great gal .

first of all i believe it is an insult to people everywhere to mention the tragedy of norway in the same thread as this junkie loser . second of all i know a lot of you bleeding hearts will be upset with my logic but i feel compelled to share it . alcohol/drugs is not an addiction , it is a choice . a choice brought on by weakness . people too weak to face their problems , people too weak to confront themselves . lets face it , people turn to alcohol/drugs to forget , to ease their pain , where ever that pain may come from . this is why they continuely chase their original high , they build a tolerance and it gets harder and harder to forget , so they just keep going deeper . which is their CHOICE . they choose to have another drink , they choose to have another toke , snort , hit . this is why it is not a disease . name all the people you know , you ever heard of that choose to get cancer , choose to get dementia , choose to get als . make all the arguments you want about smoking and cancer , but that goes back to choice . ms. winehouse knows nothing about respect . she had no respect for her talent , no respect for the people that cared for her who tried in vain to get her help , and above all she had no respect for herself . she said herself in a song , " they want me to go to rehab , i said no no no " . it pisses me off that all this money is being spent to try and help people that dont want it . they go to rehab as a break , but with no intention of getting healthy . those that want help will seek it out . lets spend the money on the people that dont want to be dying but unfortunately for them and their loved ones they are , lets ease their pain . users that truly want to be clean will want to go to rehab , yes thats right , another CHOICE !

i have lived in ottawa for just over 20 years and can honestly say i have still not experienced a winter . yea , there will be 4 maybe 5 days were it actually gets cold but other than that , thats what i miss most about saskatoon , the cold . but talking to my folks it doesnt get as cold there anymore either . i dont give me that global warming crap , they have only been recording weather for 140 years , they really dont know what the earth has been through or is about to go through .

my grandmother passed away several years ago , she would of been teaching in the 30's . while cleaning out her belongings , my brother and i came across some of her old texts . this was my father's mother they trace back their ancestery to ireland 4 centuries , before that grandfathers family was still in ireland my grandmothers was in scotland . back to the texts , the books talked about islanders , negros , and savages , and so forth . the savages the texts were talking about are the natives of north america . hit close to home because our mother is native off gordon's reserve in saskatchewan . even now typing this it surprises my how upsetting i find this .

funny , just two weeks ago i told my apprentice about this , his wife doesnt think he should join me for beers anymore . but all in all , i have talked to many dancers about the strange request they get , guys want them to stomp on their balls with their spikes , guys will bring in clothing and want to see the lady dance in it , a popular 1 seems to be getting a lot of the ladies to pee in a cup and then he drinks it in front of everyone , but one time a lady let me know a guy paid her $1000 to come back to his hotel and take a dump on the table and leave . what he did with it ??????

best thing about this place was the bijou in the basement , $3 quarts , an overflowing trough in the bathroom , and all the dancers from the lido coming down the back stairs stairs to drink without bothering to get dressed first .

i never understood the ginger or mary ann question . lets face they were stuck on that island for 3 years , i do believe there was time to it all work out .......

i dont go here often , but when i do its on sunday night visit with kell the sunday night bartender . i have known her a few years now and she is just a great gal . the beautiful ladies with all their charm and grace is just a great bonus .

but the dog

the gourds do a great redneck cover of snoop dogg's gin and juice also seether - fuck me like you hate me - is always a great one .

black stone cherry - white trash millionaire , blame it on the boom boom - they are southern rockers , fantastic check out alice cooper - serious , no mans land - great songs you never hear anywhere . billy idol - flesh for fantasy anything zappa lee aaron - whatcha do to my body thompson twins - hold me now exile - kiss you all over tina turner - whats love got to do with it , private dancer i dont know you , so a few of titles it would depend on your sense of humour . your wiccan so catholic girls by frank zappa you can have fun with , lol

astronaut , now with branson i may get a chance to live that dream out , if some investments really pay off .