PAPERSILO

there was an entertainment reporter on citynews this morning that said shannon was no longer living at the house with gene .

yes lil lady life has peaks and pitfalls , but it how you/we choose to handle those peaks and pitfalls that make us who we are . it is easy for you to say i sound young because everyone wants an excuse . i grew up surrounded by stereotypical natives . i , fortunately , did not fall into that cycle . it had alot to do with my parents , going to school everyday and as i aged seeing cousin after cousin [ that were the people i was closest too , outside of my immediate family ] end up dead in the street over dumb ass native gang bullshit ! so yes , i saw the druggie losers up close , thats why i am able to describe it as so , because that is exactly what they were . i am now 40 years old , i made a choice , a choice anyone is welcome to make when confronted with a decision . the thing i have learned is , no one wants to admit there is a problem , but as long as they are involved [ in any capacity ] , they are part of the problem . my nephew is now in your neck of the woods dealing with his issues , been clean for 7 months . he is now waiting for a spot in culinary class to open up so he can attend . he is 22 years old and he , like me , knows he cant be around the rest of the family outside of his grandparents , my folks . no one has to like it , no one has to agree with it , but i earned the right to my opion . all the best lil lady .

around in circles

has anyone seen mya at the dollar in the last month . met her about a month ago and havent seen her in the times i have dropped in since . blonde hair [ dyed ] , brown eyes , roughly 5'6'' , great teeth , beautiful smile [ should go without saying , see previous comment ] , just a great gal .

first of all i believe it is an insult to people everywhere to mention the tragedy of norway in the same thread as this junkie loser . second of all i know a lot of you bleeding hearts will be upset with my logic but i feel compelled to share it . alcohol/drugs is not an addiction , it is a choice . a choice brought on by weakness . people too weak to face their problems , people too weak to confront themselves . lets face it , people turn to alcohol/drugs to forget , to ease their pain , where ever that pain may come from . this is why they continuely chase their original high , they build a tolerance and it gets harder and harder to forget , so they just keep going deeper . which is their CHOICE . they choose to have another drink , they choose to have another toke , snort , hit . this is why it is not a disease . name all the people you know , you ever heard of that choose to get cancer , choose to get dementia , choose to get als . make all the arguments you want about smoking and cancer , but that goes back to choice . ms. winehouse knows nothing about respect . she had no respect for her talent , no respect for the people that cared for her who tried in vain to get her help , and above all she had no respect for herself . she said herself in a song , " they want me to go to rehab , i said no no no " . it pisses me off that all this money is being spent to try and help people that dont want it . they go to rehab as a break , but with no intention of getting healthy . those that want help will seek it out . lets spend the money on the people that dont want to be dying but unfortunately for them and their loved ones they are , lets ease their pain . users that truly want to be clean will want to go to rehab , yes thats right , another CHOICE !

i have lived in ottawa for just over 20 years and can honestly say i have still not experienced a winter . yea , there will be 4 maybe 5 days were it actually gets cold but other than that , thats what i miss most about saskatoon , the cold . but talking to my folks it doesnt get as cold there anymore either . i dont give me that global warming crap , they have only been recording weather for 140 years , they really dont know what the earth has been through or is about to go through .

my grandmother passed away several years ago , she would of been teaching in the 30's . while cleaning out her belongings , my brother and i came across some of her old texts . this was my father's mother they trace back their ancestery to ireland 4 centuries , before that grandfathers family was still in ireland my grandmothers was in scotland . back to the texts , the books talked about islanders , negros , and savages , and so forth . the savages the texts were talking about are the natives of north america . hit close to home because our mother is native off gordon's reserve in saskatchewan . even now typing this it surprises my how upsetting i find this .

funny , just two weeks ago i told my apprentice about this , his wife doesnt think he should join me for beers anymore . but all in all , i have talked to many dancers about the strange request they get , guys want them to stomp on their balls with their spikes , guys will bring in clothing and want to see the lady dance in it , a popular 1 seems to be getting a lot of the ladies to pee in a cup and then he drinks it in front of everyone , but one time a lady let me know a guy paid her $1000 to come back to his hotel and take a dump on the table and leave . what he did with it ??????

best thing about this place was the bijou in the basement , $3 quarts , an overflowing trough in the bathroom , and all the dancers from the lido coming down the back stairs stairs to drink without bothering to get dressed first .

i never understood the ginger or mary ann question . lets face they were stuck on that island for 3 years , i do believe there was time to it all work out .......

i dont go here often , but when i do its on sunday night visit with kell the sunday night bartender . i have known her a few years now and she is just a great gal . the beautiful ladies with all their charm and grace is just a great bonus .

but the dog

the gourds do a great redneck cover of snoop dogg's gin and juice also seether - fuck me like you hate me - is always a great one .

black stone cherry - white trash millionaire , blame it on the boom boom - they are southern rockers , fantastic check out alice cooper - serious , no mans land - great songs you never hear anywhere . billy idol - flesh for fantasy anything zappa lee aaron - whatcha do to my body thompson twins - hold me now exile - kiss you all over tina turner - whats love got to do with it , private dancer i dont know you , so a few of titles it would depend on your sense of humour . your wiccan so catholic girls by frank zappa you can have fun with , lol

astronaut , now with branson i may get a chance to live that dream out , if some investments really pay off .

Lexy902 , SamanthaEvans , thank you .

about two years ago i was at walmart at south keys [ ottawa ] , lady was pushing her cart outside went over the door hump , i was standing there waiting for my niece . her wide open purse , the wallet fell out as she went over the automated door hump . so i grabbed the purse and ran after her . she pushed her cart aside and ran towards two cops parked and chatting in the corner near dennys . cops jumped out pulled their guns on me , and went through the regular routine , hands on head , lay face first on ground , feel you you up with not even a reach around . than they figure it out . the lady is strill blaming me for running at her . granted i am a big guy , and once everything is settled , she was still blaming the cops and me . i have no idea who would of had to take the abuse if someone actually stole from her .

so , its like a club , but " invite " only , granted i am taking liberties with the word invited .

a rather indulgent thread considering everyone is just dancing around the fact we are all fans of peanut butter .

kate could of made some money .

she left at xmas , has not responded to my text in the last month , but i will try her again on her birthday this week , will see what happens ?

of snatch dipped

16 , i went against my instincts [ and the rhyme ] and didnt chose macaroni .

beer and a riders game , aahhhh life is good

seeing her silhouette as the light shines brightly behind her grabbing her behind the head tipping her head back , putting my hand on her throat gemtlely stroking it , staring intensely into her eyes as our lips are so close we taste each others breath but not touching just before beginning to gentlely kiss her holding her chin/throat from behind as i nibble/kiss/suck the base of her skull/top of neck right behind the ear all the while i take her hand put it between her legs and help her massage herself until the time is right that we can both taste what we created . slowly gliding in her as she starts to build up to the moment , she arches her back/neck/head as she grasps and moans fighting to keep her breath than suddenly drives her head right into my chest and bites down hard as she gushes all over my cock and balls allowing the lady to have full control , agreeing not to touch her or to move [ with out any bondage just self control ] and letting her do as she wishes