Nikki Thomas

Hey guys, I just celebrated my one-year "boobiversary" a few months ago, so I thought I'd share an article I wrote about my experience. Enjoy! :) TransMission: My New Breast Friends I walk into the Operating Room, and lie down on the table. The anaesthesiologist starts setting up the IV. She says, “Ok, this is going to make you feel like you’ve had a couple of drinks,” and seconds later, my head starts to spin. I ask her, “Can I have a couple more?” She smiles, and says, “No, but here’s some oxygen for you.” As I breathe through the facemask, I notice a sweet taste to it; I think, “Hey, that tastes pretty good! Wait, isn’t this where I’m supposed to start counting backwards? Ok, here we go... 10... 9...” And everything went dark. Day 1 Pain. The first thing I remember is pain. It started as a dull soreness, but quickly became sharper, more focused. “How are you feeling?” The nurse asks me, but she already knows the answer. I tell her I’m sore, and she replies, “What’s your pain level like, on a scale of one to ten?” I pause, remembering the previous summer, when my brother got into an accident and spent a week in the hospital. The nurse would ask him that question every few hours, and anytime he said “seven” or up, she’d give him a shot of morphine. So I say, “Ummm. . . I think I’m probably about a seven,” with only a hint of a smile on my face. Moments later, I feel the rush of the painkillers, and I take a quick peek under the covers – finally seeing them for the first time. My brand-new, 390-cc, cohesive gel silicone breast implants are actually inside my body. In a flash, the memories flow back to me. I remember the medical consultations with my surgeon, talking about the best size for my body. I remember trying them on inside a sports bra, hoping to get a sense of how they would look, how they might feel. I remember all my apprehension in the days leading up to surgery, my fear of something going wrong. I remember worrying that I’d go into cardiac arrest halfway through the procedure, and ending up with only one implant instead of two. I check myself again – nope, they’re both there, and as far as I can tell, they look fantastic. Read the rest of the article here: http://tgirlnews.wordpress.com/2009/12/03/transmission-my-new-breast-friends/

One word? You mean, you actually expect a university student to be concise? :p Ok, I'll bite: Explorer (Wait a sec, am I allowed to use proper nouns, or should I have just stuck with the adjectives? Ugh, I spend way too much time in the classroom...)

I've never had cable since I moved out on my own, and I've never missed it, either. There are a few shows I like, but I'll download them and watch them in sequence - I simply can't plan to be at home at the same time every week. As for billing, I wouldn't be surprised at any amount of overbilling, especially if it's Rogers - they're the absolute worst for that. I've been with them for over a decade, and I constantly have to call them to adjust my phone bill. Funny thing, though - they never underbill me. Now, if it was an innocent mistake, wouldn't there be as many mistakes in my favour as mistakes in theirs? :roll: Bloody thieves, all of them. :ablow:

Well, maybe I'll consider a Playoff Special for Ottawa next year... but it'll definitely be a limited time offer! :razz: Still, I can't really bash the Sens... after all, it'll be a long, long time until us Torontonians see the playoffs for any of our miserable teams... *sigh* So it's a good thing I'm going to Game 3 in Vancouver on Wednesday! :grin: If you're watching on Hockey Night In Canada, keep your eyes open for me! I won't be hard to spot... :boobies:

Thanks to all the wonderful people I met in Ottawa, and to those I missed, I promise to let you know when I'm coming back. :) But in the meantime, I'm off on another trip to lovely Vancouver! Also, for all you Canucks fans out there, I'm offering a Playoff Special on my website - check it out here!

Good morning CERB, it's my last full day in Ottawa, so I'm going to go out and enjoy the city - it's such a gorgeous day! :D I still have some free time for appointments this afternoon, so if you'd like to enjoy an unforgettable tgirl experience, please e-mail me and let me know. www.tgirlnikki.com [email protected]

Just a quick update - I still have some free time in my schedule today, between 5 and 8pm. I'll update my schedule for tomorrow later this evening, so if there are any interested guys here in Ottawa, be sure to send me an e-mail ASAP. edit: Sorry guys, I'm all booked up for the day, but I have time for one visitor tonight, between 9 and 11pm - otherwise, try me on Thursday instead. :) Additional Comments: Good morning CERB, it's my last full day in Ottawa, so I'm going to go out and enjoy the city - it's such a gorgeous day! I still have some free time for appointments this afternoon, so if you'd like to enjoy an unforgettable tgirl experience, please e-mail me and let me know.

Sorry if I sound all academic-y... It's a way of restructuring language to reduce stigma. The word "disability" implies a norm about people's ability, and suggests there's a standard for having "normal" abilities. But when you think about it, we're all sitting on a spectrum of abilities. You have Olympic athletes at one end of the scale, people with severe physical impediments at the other, and most of us are somewhere in the middle. Some of us are in better or worse shape than others, some people need glasses or hearing aids or pacemakers or whatever, so when you think about it, there's no set standard for "ability" - which makes its opposite ("disability") impossible to define. But there's still a stigma around "disabled" because it implies a notable difference from the norm - rather than just a different point on the same spectrum. Activists use dis/ability to remind us that the problems are primarily social, rather than personal. People of all abilities can contribute to society in meaningful ways (Steven Hawking being a prime example) but there are social barriers that make it hard for some people to access certain parts of society. Anyways, there are probably others who can give you a better answer, but that's how I understand it... if anyone has anything to add, please do! :)

I'm just running through all the typical responses I'd expect from other, less-tolerant boards, and I'm starting to realize how this one is very different than the rest... I remember when I was dancing in a strip club, and a guy with a badly-disfigured arm came in and sat down. He was a trucker who had read about tgirls, but just hadn't had the opportunity to meet one. The other girls avoided him like the plague, but I went over, chatted with him for a few minutes, and took him for a few dances in the back. He was so sweet, so shy, and so respectful - the polar opposite of some of the jerks who used to visit that place. After the dances, he asked me if he could buy my panties from me! It was an unusual request, but I had a few extra pairs in my bag, so I gave him a pair to keep in his rig. The other girls were grossed out when I told them, but I thought it was a wonderful compliment; he wanted something to remember the experience, and all it cost me was a $6 pair of La Senza panties - a small price to give someone a few moments of happiness. Once in a while, I'll picture him driving in his truck, occasionally glancing at the glove box, knowing what's inside - and I can't help but smile. :) Enjoying sex is a human desire. It exists independent of age, gender, tastes, dis/ability, or partner of choice; at the end of the day, all we really want is to enjoy that feeling of connection with another human being. That's all that really matters; the rest is just a matter of details. :)

In a heartbeat! I'm only in town for a couple of days, but I absolutely love duos with sexy women like yourself (and I've heard a few things about you too! ;) ) and I'd gladly entertain any duo requests that come our way. :) There you have it, folks - if anyone wants a sexy tgirl/g-girl duo with Ms. Moon and I, you'd better let us know ASAP! :-D So, how long does this "Moderated Posts" thing last? :p

Aww, thank you - my ears are burning! :-P As long as I'm enjoying an opportunity for a bit of shameless self-promotion, I'd like to mention that I'm visiting OTTAWA from April 28-30, and VANCOUVER from May 5-7! Please visit my website for more details. :)

Thanks guys, I've been on several other boards for a while now, but this is my first time on CERB, and I really like the positive attitude. :-D I fixed the link to my website, so take a few minutes to check me out! http://www.tgirlnikki.com

Hey guys, I'm planning to be in Ottawa from April 28-30, and Vancouver from May 5-7. :) If you've ever been curious about a tgirl experience, check out my website, and you'll see why I'm Toronto's most passionate and passable tgirl! I'm only there for a few days, so e-mail me ASAP! http://www.tgirlnikki.com