Okay, so I'm not greatly expereinced with MPs, however I have visited a few over the last couple of months. I hesitate asking this question and stating my dilema, but hey, it's pretty annonymous and can handle any ridicule... The last couple of times I recieved a massage, I "released" a wee bit early and unexpectedly. There I was enjoying a back/thigh/bum rub and just couldn't contain myself. The first time, I figured it was a fluke, but having it happen 2 or 3 times now, I'm realising how much I enjoy that type of massage. It feels great, and I really don't mind not recieving the normal happy ending, but I do find it embarrasing and wonder if it happens to anyone else. I'd love to establish a relationship with one or two massage providers who I could explain this sitatuion to before starting so they are "aware", but it's kinda hard to bring up when you first meet someone! Anyway, just wondering how common it is and if it's the kind of thing that can easily be discussed with the provider. Thanks!
