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I never meant to suggest getting something for nothing. But I realize that if you take the quoted part all by itself it might sound like that. I just thought that my way of going about it would allow a more efficient and effective way of finding someone who I would feel some chemistry with, someone or several who I would like to see on a regular basis. I guess I just don't understand what it means to be a Hobbyist. Sorry - Sorry - Sorry. I won't be going to the September social because I don't do online banking and so am unable to send an Email Money Transfer. I'm also a little pissed off.

I read somewhere that there used to be CERB socials. I'm not sure how they would work but I know what I would like to see happen. I would like to see a social / party / meet somewhere like a QUIET bar, perhaps on several occasions to accomodate night and day people. I would like an occasion(s) to meet SPs, NOT to have sex on site, NOT even to arrange anything, but just to see if there is chemistry and interest in pursuing getting to know some of them, and to let them know if I am interested in them or vice versa. If everyone is from CERB there is no need to go into great details about who everyone is, or what they want or provide. However, I would like to be able to associate a CERB name with the actual person I meet. It would be more like an ice-breaker occasion. I understand why everyone is so careful but I want to know if there is CHEMISTRY or at least some attraction before I get to know someone more intimately. I would like to make some friends who are also SPs. This is especially true for SPs who DON'T travel from city to city. I would like to meet SPs who I can call up and come over to see, just like I would any friend. Of course I am only interested in Ottawa, but maybe people from other areas might like my ideas as well.

The perfect experience would be a lap dancer who I have come to know and bond with, but MORE TIME and a FINISH. I am able to tell who I would like in the champagne room just by watching how they move, their facial and body expressions, how they react to other people and of course what I see in their eyes. I get very frustrated with SPs because I am unable to assess them like I would a lap dancer as I describe above. Most don't even show their face in their profiles. Another thing that frustrates me is determining how to actually make contact with them. Each one seems to have their own procedures to follow. For example some want a PM, some a phone call, some text messages, etc.. I want to stress that I am not complaining about the SPs. I understand why they do what they do so far as making contact with clients. I just find it frustrating and I usually just end up going to Barb's where I feel comfortable and safe and accept that life has limitations.

Perhaps it is an age thing, but I personally don't have or like tattoos. It seems that everyone else does. For me skin is a natural beautiful thing and tattoos are like graffiti or vandalism spoiling something best left alone. I consider a lady without tattoos someone unspoiled and very special. I apologize if my comments are offensive to some. I would like to know if other people feel the same way as I do, and welcome any ladies to admit to having no tattoos.

I cannot believe that the government nor society would allow brothels to exist as a business like any other. What exactly is the status today ? I am really tired of the hoops you have to go through to get some loving company. Just as I don't go to the grocery store every day, I don't closely monitor CERB or any other info web page and I find the whole thing overwhelming. For personal reasons I don't date but I do have a lot of desire for intimacy. I understand that even though I have belonged to CERB for over 900 days I still don't seem to belong because I haven't posted 5 posts in 5 days. Well, hopefully I am posting today. I would really like a safe, clean place that I can go to for intimacy, where I would be kind and generous (or be thrown out like I would in a strip club). I am very introverted and shy. But there are many like me out there who would be excellant clients. Well run, legitimate, safe, clean, brothels, is the only way to go for both parties. But will it ever happen?

If you look at her photos you will see how beautiful she is. The surprise is that the hidden parts are even better. From the top of her head to the tip of her toes there are no flaws. The other recommendations are quite accurate so there is no use repeating them. But for me I have a particular need for intimacy and affection. She was very intimate and I believe that the loving affection was genuine. She is genuinely beautiful and affordable.

There must be a lot of people who are undateable and who are denied physical intimacy, which must be one of our basic needs. There are many reasons why someone is undateable. Religion causes many people to be psychologically paralysed, as much so as anyone who's body doesn't function adequately. I am one of these. The anxiety caused by intimacy is intense. When you add to this that society has tried to prevent anything sexual outside of a family / marriage setting, the roadblocks become higher and higher. Can you imagine a world where sexuality was accepted as much as violence? Then you add in the laws surrounding the issues and you are faced with a wall. It has taken me years to be comfortable with lap dancers, but oh my, the pleasure of engaging someone physically, the energy that flows back and forth is wonderful. How about some advice and recommendations on how someone goes to the next level ? I like small petite women ( someone who won't hurt me if she sits on my knee ) which I believe you refer to as spinners. I have issues with trust. This is not like going to a grocery store and picking items from a shelf. I have fears about disease which according to the news is spiralling out of control. Perhaps I have no business being part of CERB as I am not a hobbyist. Perhaps you can get a good laugh at a mid fifties guy who is so clueless. Perhaps you can be kind and sympathetic, and offer advice and recommend a beautiful woman who is able to take me over the hurdles.