Sensual Erin

Thank you so much everyone. I've slipped up many times but always trying. I celebrated a bday recently and have lit up with a few celebrations. I have my 6 month cleaning apt. with the dentist in June and am now reading Allen Carr's How to quit smoking. So when my teeth are perfectly polished and when I can trick my thinking it may just sink in for good. Smoking is such a habit and once we start, even as a non smoker the urge can still come up at times. This is my second attempt. The last one I quit for 6 years so know it's just a mindset. My advice is to never start. Even as a ex smoker the lure is great.

What ever happened to the Dec 21st, 2012 Apocalypse? Who's decided to not buy Christmas gifts early just in case?

This has happened to us all at one point on here, I'm sure. Things happen, people forget sometimes or life gets busy. If she's well recommended, do rebook...This has happened to me personally and professionally and there's always another opportunity within the near future to make up for it. Sometimes that can be more than worth the wait. ;)

I lost my the most important friend as well last Sept. He was my life companion and peacefully past at 19 years old. He was so much more than my cat, he was my best friend and my rock. I still think of him almost every day..... "If there is a heaven, it's certain our animals are to be there. Their lives become so interwoven with our own, it would take more than an archangel to detangle them." (Pam Brown)

This has happened to me. I met someone within a circle of acquaintances and when in session he figured out who I was and called me out on my real name. This guy used to message me and ask me out for a beer all the time so I just poked him on the fact that we have now skipped the beer and asked him to not let anyone know. I would never reveal his identity and felt comfortable enough to do the session on that promise. Well, sure enough he did let the circle know and the gossip started. My recommendation if you know of the person is to not go through with the appointment.

Happy Birthday Megan. :) xoxo

Happy Birthday Angel. :)

Happy Birthday Cleo and all the best in the coming year! :)

It's day three and I'm still going strong. I've cleared up enough jitters to start taking apts again, I missed working but was just a little too hyper to massage. I've enjoyed my time off, had lots of "me " time, spoiled myself, and overall enjoyed this experience. My lungs already feel so much better for it. From here on out it's all psychological. This is my second time quitting. The last was ten years ago and I lasted five years. Hoping to make this one last a lifetime.

Thanks everyone. It's day 2 and still no smoking. The physical cravings are going down but do have a bit of a sore chest. I slept well thankfully so my energy is high. I like the changes I feel already and have now gone too far in this to turn back. My closets will be cleaned out again today. Got to finish what I started! :)

Yikes! Poor you Meg!

Haha! How did I know I was setting myself up for that! I'm a cleaning machine right now and should be bottling it because it won't last long.

Thanks so much everyone. I'm approaching the 16th hour and about to tear into a closet and organize. I have so much nervous energy going on right now so why not use it. It's nice to check in and see the support. It's getting me through the hardest part. :)

Thanks for your support guys. I made the decision to announce it so I don't slip. I'm already crazy restless and just waiting on the mall to open to go blow off some steam and stock up on goodies and gum. Even the sound of my cat meowing is a little irritating right now. :) Today is hour by hour and possibly a little shopping spree to keep me sane.

After five years of full time smoking I finally made the decision to have my final cigarette at 8pm last night. I had a hard time sleeping, tossed and turned after waking up at 4am but am so happy I've made this decision. It's already hard though and feel like I lost a friend. I must have cravings every ten minutes it seems, but enjoying my morning coffee despite the fact I'm not lighting up. After the restlessness of this venture, I know I will be so much healthier and am looking forward to the gradual changes that come with time. Right now though is tough and I figure my closets will be reorganized, I'll be taking a few walks around the block several times a day, chewing gum and hoping I don't yell at anyone. This is going to be a big challenge but am excited about it as it's mind over body. I'm hoping to take lots of appointments over the next few days as well as my hands must keep busy. This is my good addiction. : ) Anyway, I just felt the need to announce my decision and hoping to stay strong and not slide back into old bad habits. I was closing in at a pack every two days and starting to feel the effects. Morning coughs I know are not sexy! :) Anyone else going through this?

Awww, feel better Megan. This may sound gross but chewing on a Garlic clove, eating red bell peppers, they have double the vitamin C than citrus fruits, and raw chili peppers if you're feeling really brave. These remedies will knock a cold on it's butt. Rest rest rest and enjoy the time to cuddle up and relax.

Best wishes to you hun! I'm so happy you got an apt. this soon. You're in my thoughts and prayers. xoxo

I know this topic has come up several times but I feel it must be addressed again. First of all, I'm a relatively new member here and came on this board with no reviews. My first step was to get to know the board, talk to people, make new friends and establish myself. It's been a gradual process and am very happy I took these steps as I now consider many on here to be friends and the mutual respect has been extraordinary. I'm not new to this business and did have the advantage of having a few references when I did join the board. However, I am very grateful to the Gents that remembered me and gave me a new start on here. It means a great deal to me and I've worked hard to establish my presence. At the same time, it was my pleasure to reassure members here that I am reputable and take the steps necessary to establish a good rapport before a meet. Now on to to the opposite end of the spectrum for the new Gentleman members. Please take the time to establish yourself on here as well. I don't think any ladies or going to see you if you cannot provide a nice introduction as a new member to be welcomed to this board. When we get a message from someone with no history or reference, we ABSOLUTELY screen. Do you expect us to just say "Oh yes, I have no clue who you are, where you have been, and you can come on over right away." This ties into yesterdays thread I know but it feels like it never ends. We are constantly bombarded with "one liners" and no mannerisms. Please refer to the "getting started" thread if communication is challenging for you. We all need to play safe and I doubt you're going to get anywhere here if you do not take the necessary steps to have a great experience on this board as well as with the ladies. Respect goes very far in this world and an absolute necessity on here as well. If not, you will not get far!

How awesome Megan! I"m a trader and just joined your group. :)

Congrats Meg. :)

Hi Tiffany. My comment box cut me off so adding here. I do all my first initial bookings online. An introduction is what I expect in booking. It makes me feel more comfortable to know that I am respected as a lady. Please treat us as one. To approach a lady with these one liners is disrespectful and in my experience, is indicative of a different kind of client that I won't take a chance on. I value my approach and so happy with the Gents that are here and treat us well. :)

Well said. Attraction is very much in between our ears. Personality and substance are key for me when choosing who I like to see as well.

I do agree with you on the "asking" part. A lady should never have to. I think this is due to a lack of self confidence if she does and at the very least, solicitation. I can understand the feeling. It goes both ways for sure for all of us and nice to hear the opinions of the Gents as well on matters of etiquette. It's not polite. A lady will get reviews or excellent word of mouth, if she provides an outstanding service and values her clients.