jafo105

Tuna and rice...

A new queen size mattress and box spring, and/or a new dinning room set.

Dell laptop computer. Doh!! There is no camera??? Now how did I miss that?

Smoked turkey sandwiches and potato chips.

I like crisp plain white cotton or flannel sheets on my bed with an attractive quilt and solid color blanket. The quilt has a nice blend of pastels, some floral, and a scalloped edge. The quilt also has matching pillow shams and accent pillows. The bedroom furniture is cherry wood and the bed is an antique style metal queen size. The drapes are a solid pastel blue. Matching the blue in the quilt. The bedroom is a technology free zone. The only electrical devices in the room is the white bedside lamps. OH, lets not forget a few soft scented candles. For me this is a nice relaxing and cozy place. It is easy to set a nice romantic mood with most ladies.

A new/refurbished laptop computer with Windows 10.

Love Actually - One of the few films that can make me cry...

- Two new cat toys for my little buddy..... Early Christmas present. I don't know who is getting the most enjoyment out of them.... Him or me watching him have so much fun.

Swiss Chalet delivery - 1/4 chicken with backed potato, veggies and dressing.

I smile inside when every I catch a glimpse of a woman's breast(s). Especially if she is wearing something modest and is not intentionally trying to catch anyone's eye or even aware that her girls are visible.

Wow! Those are great pics NJ. Thank you for keeping this group alive. Cheers,

I find a nice hot shower helps recharge my batteries so I can stay up a little longer.

I was feeling lazy. So I made some baked haddock with some broccoli, cauliflower and baby carrots. With fresh fruit for dessert.

Will you also be doing a test for heat and friction?

I am O+ and have always wanted to donate. A few years ago I called to make an appointment. They turned me down because of the medication I am on. But they keep sending me emails to see if my situation has changed.

I am listening to a CD titled "One Moment In Time". It is from 1988. I listen to it whenever I am feeling down or need some extra motivation to do something.

Unfortunately, yes I do. No I do not feel guilty or embarrassed about it. But I would much rather have a woman to pleasure. I pleasure her... she pleasures me... we pleasure each other... all is good... Hopefully. It is also an excellent all-natural sleep aid. Like "capitalCforcougar" already mentioned. I find it a good way to keep my mood in check. If I go more than a week or two, I become very irritable. Not to mention the embarrassing spontaneous erections. So I try to limit myself to days with "s" in them.

Cat treats for my little buddy.

"I Can't Get Laid In My Dreams" is a 2014 film

Tonight is garlic chicken and rice.

Pet peeves, I have many: Inconsiderate smokers. Guys wearing hats or sunglasses indoors. People talking or texting on their cell phone and not watching where they are going. People using their cell phone in an elevator or on a bus. Cab drivers talking on their cell phone while driving. People that are Pokemon hunting and not watching where they are going. People riding their bike on the sidewalk. Telemarketers who are pushy and aggressive. People talking on their cell phone in a restaurant or store and not paying attention to their surroundings.. Rude people and people lacking in common courtesy. People who use profanity in every sentence. But my biggest pet peeve are: When a woman farts while I am going down on her. When a (non-escort) woman says, "Are you done yet?" (I am just getting started, dear!) A woman talking or texting on her phone during a date. People calling or texting me on my cellphone when they know I am at home. People sending me emails with texting and internet slang, or not using spell check.

I am almost 50. I find myself looking back on my life and wonder where did I go wrong? I will skip the gritty details of my abusive childhood in the 70s. The important thing is that I survived. When I was a young man (1987) just starting out in life I had hopes and dreams. Like most people I wanted it all. I wanted: a career; a house; a car; a loving wife; children; a cabin by a lake; etc... I knew at a very young age, that it would take a lot of hard work and discipline, to get from where I was, to where I wanted to be. So I did whatever I had to. I took some courses. I worked overtime almost every week. I advanced up the management ladder with every company I worked for. I even did four years in the military. None of those jobs ever paid well. Not even the military. But I gave them my very best each and every day. I even did volunteer work for many years. I dated when ever I could. But nothing ever led to a meaningful relationship and nothing ever lasted more than four months. Some of those ladies remained friends even today. I never smoked, used drugs or gambled. But I did drink socially. I tried to be a good person. I treated everyone with courtesy, dignity and respect. Helped others when I could. I even went to church if I didn't have work demands. In 2002, I started having a lot of health problems. In 2009, my doctors decided it would be better to put me on permanent disability. With a great deal of reluctance, I gave in. When you stop working for health reasons your circle of friends shrinks dramatically. Faster than you can make new ones. Family was practically non existent. Dating becomes even more difficult than it already was. In 2010, I could not take it any more. I broke down and cried. I had not touched or held a woman in my arms since 2001. Not even a hug. I decided to take a chance and try an escort for the first time in my life. The lady I met was wonderful. She liked long hugs. A lot of our dates were spent drinking tea, chatting and lots of laughs. There was some physical intimacy and that was great as well. That was the best relationship I ever had with a woman to this day. She retired from escorting a couple of years later. Got married, had children and open her own business. Then Harper poked his nose in to people's bedroom fun. So I stopped hobbying. Then the cost of rent, electricity, and groceries went up. Actually they did not just go up... They skyrocketed!!! Every month is a struggle to make ends meet. Now I find myself sitting here today thinking. My life is half over and I have nothing to show for it. I have no career; I never married; I have no children; I don't care that I never owned a car or house -- they are just money pits; I am also the last person to carry the family name. -- My grandparents would be pissed! Then I realize that there is a bright side. Albeit very a very small one. I have no children out there wondering who the heck their father is; My debts are all paid off; I still have my best friend, ok so he is a cat. I am still actively searching for a lady to share my life with. I know that I am probably wasting my time especially if I am having problems make ends meet. But no one deserves to grow old alone. But the biggest thing that sucks, is knowing that I will never retire to that cabin by a lake.

I am having penne noodles with some ground beef, grated cheese, pasta sauce, parcelly, and an assortment of spices.