Thanks to all of you that have offered comments. Your comments really helped. To answer qwertyaccount, LF does know that I am struggling with this and she has been extremely supportive to include helping me find ways to get some answers. We did mutually agree to me posting this thread in search for answers. Seeing me struggle breaks her heart; we both have to gain in me dealing with this. For the SP that have posted a response, I can not thank you enough. I will get over myself, trust her, support her, love her and rest in peace knowing that I am her "end of day" or welcoming haven. Her job is demanding enough, I don't need to add stress to her life. The distinction between personal life and work to include forgetting the calendar are starting to sink in :-)Thanks all.