Malika Fantasy

For a long time I thought I was monogamous, even if I am still young...I was raised that you are suppose to love only one person all your life...but then again why 70% of marriages end in divorce? I cannot be 100% fulfilled with one person... 1) I am truly bisexual, so I need both a man and woman around me. 2) I demand a lot of my partners and lovers. More then one person can actually take. I am passionate about life and others things that make it extremely hard for one only to handle 3) I am kinky. I know it may sound stupid to say that in open relationship thread, but a small percentage of the population is actually kinky the way that *I* consider it...so often I want a part of the person but not their love per say. Also with this lign of work, it is hard to find someone that can meet ALL of what I need and be okay with the fact that I am an escort. I use to be a serial monogamous dater, I would date someone for one month, be single one week, date again. I would settle for someone that would show interest in me...now I know better. I don't settle for less then what I truly want. At this present moment, I am not *dating* anyone in the way that most people would understand it. Though I do have 3 persons in my life that I care for, that we play, have sex, talk, cry together...but I am not in love with them. Actually when I think about it, I don't fall in love easily. But as long as all party are aware of the fact that you are poly, and agreed with it...life and embrace it. It took me a while to accept the fact that it is actually okay to be with more then one person! But now that I did accepted that...I feel way more happy about myself and my relationship/friendship. as Berlin said, every person that think that they may be poly should read The Ethical Slut, it's a really good book:)

This is always good news:) and hopefully he goes away for good!

well what you say. Since last weekend my libido has been really high for some reason 0_o

being horny

This is very unprofessional of the lady part. I am glad to hear that it didn't cause you any griefs. But as Julia say it can also be a mistake. It did happen to me once that I texted the wrong person and I never felt so humiliated in my life! When I see someone, I will always ask them first if I can keep their phone number save in my phone...but people at the end kinda have the same name...I am sorry guys but in English you aren'T really bless with original name, John, Doug, Dave, Joe etc...so when I have more then one I will put john (insert cerb name here), john (insert cerb name here) and it can happen that you misplace the person... But a cheap pay as you go phone is always the best solution!

and also apparently giving birth is like breaking 10-ish bones at the same time:)

I am ok with babies and kids when they are others, young and cute. Call me selfish and mean, but I understand that they won't always be cute and smiling...but I just can't see myself at all with one. I don't have a maternal instinct at all. And the fact that I lost one a couple years ago(miscarriage), made me even more unsure about actually having one, one day. If I get pregnant, I will keep the baby...but I will never try to actually get pregnant. When I had my miscarriage I wasn't *that* far into my pregnancy but I knew the sex of the baby...so it was real. I had a little thing inside me...and the fact that I lost her, broke my heart and now I can't imagine going through that again. But I love pregnant women! I found a baby bum beautiful:D

Being outside in a park to read a book...and someone came up to me asking if he could take a picture of my back/side because my hair in the light under the trees was breathtaking...the pictures are amazing! I love having fire-looking hair:D

They exist. It's the same that want to here that they only want to see you, that you masturbate thinking about them, that they have Ron Jeremy size dick and that you are single, don't have sex on the side and will be young forever... But most people prefer to know that you are real, have periods once a month, laugh at silly stuff and that in fact *gasp* I do have a personal sex life!

Congratulations pretty lady!

congratulations:D

Beautiful day today, going for a long walk along the River...then filet mignon. and honestly this week has been really good for me in my personal life:)

Félicitations MrNice:D

I got a dildo call Edward...It's call the Vamp dildo...it sparkle and if you put it in the freezer for 5 minutes it's cold for 2 hours:D

Peuh. you will never see me traumatized by boobies

Nope. I am not overly close to my family so it doesn't really matter...what make me sad though is seeing everyone on my facebook posting that they are having a good time:(

Less work, eh? and give each men half the attention...sure...I have never done this in working as an SP, but in my personal life yes. It doesn't work that way. Also why do you think it's call a blow job? You actually NEED to work for that. Position of the jaws, teeth, tongue, the bobbing back and forth on the cock, the deep throat, trying to breath through the nostrils only...and this is without counting that well not everyone is squeeky clean, trust me. You have sometime REALLY long hair, people that smells, stuff that you wonder what the hell is that?...one person isn't bad, but two... Don't get me wrong, I LOVE giving blowjob, but doing, seeing two people at the same time, DOUBLE my work for the same amount of money...nope. Same as sex...in my personal experience, they all want to try DP even if you tell you aren't into that...reason why? porn. and apparently it's so hot. good luck buddy. *also this is me ranting in the morning without coffee*