Malika Fantasy

It's Monday...*hide under blanket*

Whenever I am online I always have a Cerb page, my facebook open, my Fetlife (it's kinda of a kinky facebook) and also tumblr open

Congratulation Castle

Well it is well know that I do love women...women in heels...are just so sexy...the sound it make on hard wood floor is intoxicating and oh so sexy.. also...whatever the weight you are, heels will make your legs look thinner and more toned and make a more round butt....(now I want to see Mia Bella wear some heels...)

Love me or hate me now for this post... Are you for fucking real?? Do you seriously think that people that have an addiction problem choose to have it? I am going to tell a part of my life that not a lot of people know... At 16 years old, I was your normal average girl in a private high school, at least I did seem. Hell I had nuns as teacher...they didn't really care about the emotional and mental well-being of their students. It wasn't really christian...well at this time, I had an addiction. actually 2. I have doing self-injury and I was bulimic. They are not drugs or alcohol, they don't cost as much money, but they are as self-destructive. So...for you...I was like Amy Whinehouse and I was too weak to face my problems? I turn to self-mutilation to escape my inside pain. How I was feeling at the time, inside, was more then horrible, my demons were eating me from the inside...Cutting was a release. Seeing the blood was a catharsis, for that moment, when I was seeing the blood flow...I felt good. I felt better. Well as far as I know drugs are the same. It is extremely tragic that she died so young, from drugs overdose... yes some people try drugs to do like others, to be "hot"...but some do it for the escape because their life is miserable and they don't see why they should live...when you don't know why you actually you should wake up tomorrow...I can swear to all the gods that you want, that it is horrible. Just being alive is a challenge...and you call her weak? You call someone weak because they want to LIVE instead of surviving? Talking of choice...I was bulimic and anorexic. I was 77 lbs once for my height...that is extremely unhealthy. I had the choice to eat more. I had the choice to get better on my own. But I couldn't. I just couldn't. It is the same with Amy. She cannot get better herself. People that have addictions, need help from others, because they are too broken inside to help themselves.. It piss you off to see people spend money on rehab? to help people get better? what kind of human being (if you are one) are you? You are not willing to help those in trouble? If you were at their place what would you want to do? have others people help you to get better. Gonna tell you...my scars that I have on my arms and legs, my throat that even today after 6 years of recovery ...still hurt. It was not a bloody choice

I am sorry to hear about your lost. Loosing someone so young, especially since it seem she have a family is even worst. My thoughts go for who know her. I just honestly hope that her tragic death wasn't due of this industry...

She was not my favorite artist...but no one deserve to died this way...addiction is something really serious, and yes people bash her because she did drugs and now say oh we saw it comining....they are not sure but she may have done it by purpose... and when someone is at the edge and only see death as the only possible escape, no matter what she did...it's sad. We can't judge someone over suicide... and as for what happen in Norway, it's really sad as well...

Seriously? I saw that movie about 3 years ago...now...don't go look for one guy one cup...or one guy one cup the return... But it's funny to watch the reactions of people off Youtube when they saw two girls one cup:D

massage someone?

Coagulation! oh wait...Congratulation! I love reading your posts, they are always well thought!

fripples...hmmm....I should take a pic!

wait what did I miss? The rep point?

yes. my place would be an oven if i didn't have it

I saw the 3rd one...but 4th? I need to do an inspection:D

my boobies and my eyes.

I love you Megan but why bring a thread of 2 years old back?:P Couple...well if it's a duo with another SP it is normally my rates plus her, or if it is someone that I am good friend with, we have a lower rates because we know each other... as far as couple, if you bring the women whatever she is an SP (that I don't know or your g/f) I charge my rates+150

I love surf_nazis_must_die cause well it's a real original name? btw how did you came up with that?

hmmmm I agree with the danger signals, but not with everything about the decorating 101... nothing on the kitchen counter for example. My kitchen is not a place that I show my clients, actually since I work from where I live there is something that well I can't really hide all the time. for example my laundry basket, I put it in the kitchen. or my luggage. but that is just me

thanks for the share Nathalie! Really interesting. I join the movement of being a proud whore:D

We are human, we have feelings, yes it's possible to fall for a client or SP,but don't expect it... I would personally say don't make the first move,wait until the SP ask you out for a date, because if you suggest to see her after the hour, she may think that you just want to have time for free with her, especially if she doesn't have any feelings for you. Reasons? well we are humans. we feel...it can be normal at some point to fall in "love" with someone with who you have sex, even if you pay her. But most of the time, it's lust not love. I found it can happen a bit more often from the clients then SP as we see a fair amount of different people. My own personal experience...I have never dated a client, (I swear I suck at dating in general), but I have seen two old client off the clock, without them paying me. One is because he is good with computer and I suck at them (except for WoW) and we had dinner together 2 times, but when it come to sexual activity, he does pay me... It can happen...but again don't except it and unless the SP make the move first, I would suggest you not to put your hope to high

I love it when... today I went at the Rideau Center from my place, so I took my bike as I was locking it, I saw a men with 2 dogs asking for money, he had a sign saying "penny or a smile", I didn`t have cash on me on plastic...so I went to Timmies and had a 10$ gift card....when I gave him the smile he had on his face was priceless...it made me feel all warm and fuzzy inside When you forget how old you are. When you dance and live and laugh like there is no tomorrow, when you feel like teenagers in love...no worry because the world is your

Agreed with everyone else. Don`t get involved in it. It will only hurt people at the end. It`s better if the SP in question talk to her new partner herself then having a third party involved

not true! you can send a virus throught email!:P so it isn`t safe:P

If you take it all the way....I would say no kissing, digits with gloves, daty with dental damn, cbj. And welll CFs, but that is obvious...but when you see it on website of SP...I believe it`s CBJ, no deep digits and no CIM/COF...