CristyCurves

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My little dog being frisky:):) another great day

May your day be extra special, especially your birthday boink:bddog:

Everything about this day is great:)

I must I used to just pass over any Canadian tv shows. Being stuck at home the past couple of weeks has given me a lot of tv time. Some of the shows I've enjoyed a lot and think are well done are The republic of Doyle and reruns of Corner Gas. Are there any Canadian tv shows you'd recommend:)

Thank you for yours:) Your grandfather sounds like a wonderful person and I'm sure he'd be very proud of you. I am also a person with a photographic memory, especially with numbers, for some reason I can look at a number once and remember it forever. Thanks for the encouragement:)

Eye twitches-nothing more annoying this one has been twitching since saturday

Have yours? I feel mine have. My fear has been schooling myself, gaining a university degree, and the change that may bring. I've been surrounded by educated snobs most of my life, hence my iffy attitude towards education. Those I've known and to those I'm related who reached the "pinnacles" of education sadly tend to look down on those who haven't or at least haven't put forth the effort to. So to this I rebelled, rebelled by not gaining a degree or following the same path as my siblings. But in actuality I think it was more about fear. Fear of the unknown, of what would happen if I changed my path, fear of being around groups of people in a campus environment, fear of being judged, fear of not being able to finish what I started and the fear of not knowing what courses I could or should take. I have taken courses and attended the small "private" type schools where you pay outrageous fees for gaining a certificate for a trade, such as my esthetics certificate, travel and tourism and modelling course, lol. But I've never had the ability or the where with all to attend university. Many have laughed at me when I have admitted this, they said you can walk into a room with a stranger and be intimate but you can't walk into a class room on a university campus???? Interesting. I greatly respect education, it takes hard work and can gain one great rewards. I just dislike the condemnation from some towards some who don't have one and the attitude that if you don't you must be stupid or lazy. In my case laziness may play a bit part but the biggest is fear. As a strong willed and very independent person being controlled by anything isn't comfortable so this fear is something I've decided to try and conquer, lol, or at least think about conquering. Do you have a fear that is holding you back and that you'd like to conquer?

My apologies I should have clarified-most sp's of that age that I have met:)sorry:) I'm not sure why some appear to be offended by my opinion and experience. If anyone likes to deal with teens, 20's, 30's etc that's up to them and its up to them to be comfortable with their choices. Regardless of how I feel about it. This thread asked a question, to which I gave my answer:) Not the popular one obviously:) but still mine.

Fairly stated, but I'm expressing my opinion, an opinion developed through personal experience and witnessing what can happen to someone so young in this business. Not assuming:)Nor am I saying I'm right and everyone else is wrong. I just stated how I felt about the subject, just as you have and thank you for doing so:) This is a subject that many will feel differently and strongly about. We all are entitled:) and entitled to our feelings and opinions as well:).

To put it into another perspective if you had a child who was 18-19 and he or she brought home their so and they were 30+ or even older how would you handle it? The problem I have, rather more the need to protect those younger sp's, is that in most cases sp's of that age are in this out of circumstance, desperate need or no other choice in a lot of cases and not thinking of the possible ramifications of their at hand choice. Sp's who are mature, like myself, have consciously made the choice to enter into this profession and are fully aware and able to accept all that goes with it. Sometimes its better to protect those who are younger and more vulnerable rather than to fantasize about them, but that's just me. But to each their own.

Since you asked I'll chime in:)I feel if you are a man or woman over 20 you shouldn't be bothering with Teens, sp's or not. 18-19 is a teenager and still a child, imo. I don't care how mature they are. I had this conversation with a gent not long ago who was 60 or so and he asked what I thought of a man his age looking at an 18yr old and I said well that would make you a perv, that's my opinion! Its just not right in my mind for anyone of such a mature age to want to mingle with someone so young. Why? for many reasons, but I think I would ask the man or woman why they'd want to be with someone so young and I won't accept the excuse of youth is beauty because physically many men and women are beautiful right up into their senior years. Perhaps its a lack of maturity on the older persons side, or as I said before just a perversion I don't know but in my mind its not acceptable or right. Its different if a 60+ man goes after a 30+ woman or vice versa the maturity and life experience is there on both sides . Just how I see it.

Congrats on your first cerb milestone, keep posting:)

Chilly weather coming to fast, the cold nights of late:(

I think you have outlined all the points that one could take into account to ensure themselves That they were dealing with someone who was independent or working for a service by their choice. Recommend this site, that would be a sure bet:) But don't bother to get into heated arguments with those who condemn or don't agree with this type of work. They have their opinions, to which they are entitled and, never will you sway them. As there will always be those who understand and accept this profession and those who don't. I wouldn't let their negative feelings affect your feelings either. We all make choices and the only one that has to be happy with those choices is the person making them:)

I just wanted to thank you for your post, I found it very touching because of your honesty and bravery for being so. Such admissions aren't easy to make. We all need a purpose and a reason for being here . We also need to love and appreciate ourselves, forgive ourselves for our mistakes and not dwell on the negatives. I hope you can find your inner peace, you deserve it.

Thank you Peachy, so well put, its not surprising that someone like you would write this, kindness, peace and understanding+ your big heart. You are truly beautiful inside and out. This post should be the motto for all of us in the business:)

I have always been an easy going happy person:), unfortunately, throughout my life I have allowed others to affect my feelings, change my moods, goals and thoughts. It's taken most of my life to realize, but finally I have:)that what someone says or thinks about me is irrelevant it won't and can't change my thoughts, etc, what they say I can or can't do isn't up to them its up to me:) If we all lived our lives and followed our own paths knowing this and as we saw fit perhaps many would be much happier. I think of happiness as being a sense of inner peace, not material gains or status, etc. But we all see it differently. The video has a point, happiness spreads as does hate, sadness, and any other energy. The secret is staying true to yourself in light of the energy around you. But is it a moral obligation? Well to you it should be. We all need to be a bit more selfish imo because until you are complete, until you find your purpose, know your true self, then and only then can you "spread" happiness. A person can only truly add to someone else's life when they have fulfilled their own. I'm not saying we all shouldn't be thoughtful, giving, helpful, etc I just think its important to fulfill your own needs, goals, etc first then as a "whole" person one would be better able and more equipped to lend help, support, etc:) We all face adversity, good times, bad times, crises the way to get through any of it is to truly know yourself -what you are capable of, like, dislike, feelings, etc, etc, and the only way you ever will is to be very honest with yourself, sometimes this is the hardest and most fulfilling accomplishment any of us will face:) Then and only then can we spread happiness:)

I too miss him, perhaps he's just taking a break or busy:)

seeing the spark starting to return to my little dogs eyes and her pain bouts starting to subside:)

What is sex to me? Pleasure:) -kissing, touching each others bodies, teasing, anything that brings arousal in the genital areas, a way to release stress, get close to someone, to feel good about myself, to make someone else feel good and to satisfy my throbbing clit, sometimes;). Between myself and a client sex is just that, whatever we decide to do that will satisfy one the other or both of us in an agreeable fun sexual fashion. After all sex should be fun, feel great and satisfy whatever desire you need it to;) Thanks for asking:)

That was funny, and a quick one, I hope he knows its all in fun. After all I play fetch too, but I can only catch a ball, not a stick ,lol!!

Lol, I was wanting to have fun with the post but I can't afford to get into any more trouble:( so without knowing if I were breaking any rules by posting some of my wish list names I edited them out just to be safe:) sorry:):) It's fun to be naughty but in the right way;)

Your points make a lot of sense and explain it completely I suspect, thank you for the good points.

I get that and understand your point but I still don't think showing actual killings will do anything but numb some to such violence. We all know what happens in war I'm just not sure that airing its brutalities will cause more to want to stop it, but that's just my opinion.