Well I am in my early 20's and am thinking about paying for an hours worth of a gfe.
I have been having second thoughts of doing this, because having to pay to lose my v card is not something that you can tell your friends proudly.
I have looked up AMA posts on reddit in regards to losing a v card to an escort and pretty much all of them have said that they don't regret it and made them realize that sex is just sex. I also think that if this is true, I will start seeing women more as people than just something for sex, because I will have come to terms that sex is just sex.
I have tried picking up chicks at the meat market (bars/clubs) with no luck. I have read pick up literature and although in theory I get it, I just can't apply it in real life.
I remember hearing a girl say that she has found men attractive until they open their mouths, and I can agree with that because that pretty much describes my luck with women. I have been called cute and good looking, but my shyness and social skills kills whatever attraction I had.
I have had a few make outs at bars but have only gotten that far. I have gotten a bj from a chick at a house party, but I never came due to the alcohol.
Being shy and all, I use alcohol as a crutch, so I end up getting drunk every time I go out. Not good for my wallet and health.
Paying $200+ to lose my v card is expensive, but looking at how much I have spent in bars and clubs, I am starting to think differently.
Being a virgin is bad for my self esteem, I think about this everyday.
I know that there is a lot of social stigma to be a hobbyist in the sex trade, but then there are many women who decide to be promiscuous and become escorts despite the social stigma that gets attached to that. If I can get over the fear of being judged then maybe I can enjoy this.
I also think if the escort will take into consideration that it will be my first time. I would not want my first time to be something that I will regret. I am taking into account that my first time can be good or bad if I do it with a regular girl from the bar or from a girlfriend. I also know both men and women have had an uneventful first time who have not paid for it.
If I do decide to do this, I will never tell my friends, and will take this to the grave.
What do you guys think? Should I lose my v card to an escort?
