Thank you for all your kind words everyone. I'm sorry if it sounded like I was looking for a freebie, that was definetely not my intention. I wasn't looking for anything specific here really, I just needed a place to put my words and emotions out there and maybe receive some sympathetic words in return. It helps to know that I'm not the only one that has felt like this and that possibly, in the future, I may find love again. Take care everyone.