Bianca Jaguar

In my case...only very close friends that i trust know about it because i felt the need to tell them, I hate having to lie to close friends, I just don't feel good doing it...the ones I told are very supportive... As for my family...well...this summer I decided to tell my daughter (23), a very smart young lady...why? coz I didnt want her to find out from someone else...She had a lot of questions...and she finally said...as long as your happy and gave me a smile...That was such a releif to feel supported by your kid...so now my two oldest know what I do (as i told my oldest son when i started and we are very close) but the youngest doesn't need to know...If he ever asks me I won't lie but I dont think a 15yrs old kid needs to hear it... My parents don't kow either and I would never tell...it would probably kill them...they are both 82... If it was just about me, I would out myself without any regrets...but there are too many important people in my life that would suffer from it... BJ xxx

Congrats MightyPen...always love reading your smart post...I just reached 200 myself ;) Keep posting...you're inspiring :) BJ xxx

What an amazing spirit you have Liquor...so inspiring! Bianca xxxxxxx

I am so suprised to hear that clients get stood up by SP's...maybe naive but in my mind only the opposite happened ( as it happened to me more then once) that it was the clients that stood up the SP...Yeah...it definatly sucks! Great response Emily...like always :) xxx

Dear Liquor, Sending tons of positive thoughts your way...kisses and hugs xoxox Bianca

I totally agree cleo..well said....keep repeating lol!!

Question 6: preparing for my encounter I should? a) Watch porn and get myself ready... b)go to the gym and have a good sweat... c) take a nice long shower, brush teeth and smell squeaky clean for the lady.... d) take a few beers to help me relax...

Sushiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii :D

I went on a shopping spree again...jeans...sweater...sexy tops and a dress :) gee do I feel good now :D

Try "Ménage à trois" not only a great name for a wine but actually a very good wine ;)

Got some tickets to see Rachid Badouri in dec...and the best part is my two sons are coming with me :D woohoo:bigclap:

http://www.biancajaguar.com/blog/4/not-1-but-2-threesomes/ Here is my new blog...freshly written this afternoon...enjoy :69:...it sure brought back some yummy memories....:bddog: :butt::boobies: hehe :D

To thank the organisers...amazing job guys! special thanks to MisterT for bringing me brownie outside yummm! I want to say a very very special thanks to CarrieMoon...without you girl I wouldn't be where I am today...you have a special place in my heart xxx It was my first cerb social and was so looking forward to it...location was great and mostly all ladies and gents that i had the pleasure to meet :) Emily R...love you girl :) so happy to have finally met you. All the other ladies i met...so many beautiful ladies...i'm afraid if i start naming i will forget some... To all the gentlemen I had a chance to chat with...thank you for a lovely evening! See you at chrismas time :) BJ xxx

Woohoo! getting ready to hit the road soon...first cerb social...and many more to come :) Looking forward to meeting all you fine ladies and gents! Off the computer now...lets get the luggage ready!!! Bianca xxx

Sending positive thoughts your way the Liquor!!! xxxx

Flying back from Vancouver tonight and will be heading to Ottawa thursday...woohoo! wouldn't miss my first social!!! Looking forward to meeting everyone :)

Went on a shopping spree with Eva pearl in Vancouver and bought a few dresses...now which one to wear at the cerb social??:confused0024:

I still get nervous at times, mostly with new clients! Phone calls for me are nerv wrecking...I'm always worried, will i sound ok...will my English be good, will he detect my nervousness...and when i hear a comforting voice, i calm down and i can express myself with ease. then its the opening of the door, minutes before i can walk up and down check and recheck everything, room ready check, hair ok check, then i peak outside to see if a gentleman is walking up to the door, heart beats faster, finally a Knock on the door, I feel excitement... then the eye contact, i welcome with a smile, sometimes a hug, sometimes a kiss, sometimes both :), then its all good ;) Like RG said, and i think its the same for us ladies...the day you wont feel anything, either nervousness or excitement or whatever you want to call it...its time to move on....

Sushi...and food supply for my last 2 days home :) BJ

Nice post Secret, I don't think it looks desperate...unless your drolling when your saying it ;) just teasing. Personnaly when i see someone really attractive...my eyes will speak for themselves and my smile of course ( if my jaw is not wide open...lol) But my line would be " Excuse me...i just want to say that you look incredily handsome" he would probably smile and say thank you blushing. and reply with "have a nice day...you just made mine!" And walk away...hoping he'll ask for my number hahaha! BJ

Like Cleo i do have a clock in the room coz i do tend to loose track of time myself...I definatly appreciate a gentleman who is conscious of the time coz it can be an awkard moment when time is up and we are still going at it passionatly...please don't just rely on the lady to say time is up! Bianca

used to be called "tomboy", my mom gave me that nickname when i was a kid because I enjoyed playing hockey on the street with the boys (was the only girl) and i was the tough one lol. Nowadays its more comon to see girls playig hockey with the boys! ;) Thought it was funny and i liked the attention until a stranger called me "hey little boy"...omg, it was the end of it...I mean I was a girl and wanted to show it...so i let my hair grow long and no more tomboy calling! What would be manly actions...gee i dont know...I like physical stuff...I would love to use a chain saw and cut wood lol, Is that manly or just adventurous? like it was mentionned on the OP...wearing a man's shirt with nothing underneath ;) that would do it for me! Bianca xxx

I bought a new "L" sofa and carpet since im giving my old ones (well not that old lol) to my oldest for his appartement. That was a big purchase....the last last thing i usually buy is a tim hortons latte )