redskin44

scarlett has moved on to her chosen career . she is one that truly worked her way through school and than moved on .

dear people of the world , I don't mean to sound slutty , but please use me whenever you want . sincerely , reason

a measuring tape and a bicycle helmet

my neices father was not in her life until.she turned 16 . i had taken it upon myself to try and fill that role . she was always a very affectionate little girl , lots of hugs and kisses , always wanted to sit right next to the person she was with . of course when she was 12 all that changed , wanted to be left alone , snarky replies to questions . it was once said " a hug is worth a thousand words " , so after reading this and knowing i still wanted her to know i stilled cared but not invade her space , i just started lightly squeezing her head with one hand and would say smooch . it would get a smile out of her, a chuckle under her breath . and it made me feel pretty good as well . well after a couple years and she was developing problems that unfortunately alot of teenage girls develope , she came to me . we were able to get her help , including a hospital stay . after regular visits with a shrink she is now a thriving 19 year old catching up on her schooling . she is also very much back to being a happy go lucky young lady . dont know if this helps at all , but i must admit for me , it felt good to put it out there .

hurting someone can be as easy as throwing a stone in the sea . but do you have any idea how deep that stone can go ? the tongue is a small thing , but what enormous damage it can do . sometimes the easiest way to solve a problem , is to stop participating in the problem .

i always enjoyed it on sunday nights when barbs used to do oil wrestling years ago . you got bid on the ladies participating and than get to towel them off after the match . the winner would get a bottle of champagne , the guy that paid the most would get a bottle , and they would give away a third bottle but I cannot remember the reason for that one .

a klondike bar .... lol

just cruising the net watching pens/jackets trying to decide if I want to have something to eat or just go to bed .

a Canadian pizza , medium wings and a dr. pepper from gabriels at bank and somerset

cargo shorts

you are allowed to terminate toxic relationships . you are allowed to walk away from people who hurt you . you are allowed to be angry and selfish and unforgiving . you don't owe anyone an explanation for taking care of yourself . when everything seems to be going against you , remember that the airplane takes off against the wind , not with it . imperfection is beauty , madness is genius , and its better to be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely boring . learn from the mistakes of others , you may not live long enough to make them yourself . you have the right to experiment with your life . you will make mistakes . and they are right too . use your smile to change the world . don't let this world change your smile . its bad manners to say I love you with a mouth full of lies . life has many ways of testing a persons will , either by having nothing happen at all , or by having everything happen all at once

we either make ourselves miserable or we make ourselves strong . the amount of work is the same . knowledge is having the right answer . intelligence is asking the right question . love me with no expectations , and I will love you with no limitations . people are lessons , hearts are idiots , solitude is art , music is air , time is a doctor , religion is way , self is soul , life is rock'n'roll

live without pretending , love without depending , listen without defending , speak without offending . the greatest prison people live in is the fear of what other people think . for a man to conquer himself is the first and noblest of all victories . die with memories , not dreams . the only people mad at you for speaking the truth are those people who are living a lie . metanoia ; [ n ] the journey of changing one's mind , heart , self , or way of life .

trooper http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JsuxACUBc88#aid=P-xBlSAt850

in the end . they will judge me anyway . so , whatever .

yes very beautiful gal , I have seen her Friday daytimes .

the greatest trap in life is not success , popularity , or power , but self-rejection . no great mind has ever existed without a touch of madness . the sign of a beautiful person is they always see the beauty in others .

for those of you who are interested I was told on Friday that jenny would be back easter weekend , april 18 weekend .

first of all I would like to be able to take my shirt off outside without frying . secondly , I have mild ocd . I want to be balanced , ie ; if I scratch my one of my legs I will use the opposite hand to scratch the other leg in the same spot .

sitting at the laf with a quart and a jamesons about to head over to barbs

put clear gelatin in the toilet bowl , a little water on top to sell it and wait for " it " to hit the fan .

i am a mixed race person , you wouldnt know it to look at me or my brother , we are very predominately take after our father . much like my sister very much takes after our mother . to the point people are surprised that she is related to us . its funny how free people feel when , even when they dont know you they feel safe with what they see and will open up quit freely bashing other races . and than to habe them not beleive me when i tell them i am cree,but once convinced how much back tracking they try to do or try to convince you it was just a joke . i used to see it all the time as a kid with how people would treat my mom . be so polite to the person in front of us and than seem absolutely bothered by thefact that that they had to serve my mom . some one called the police on my grandfather becaise he was with 2 little white boys ( me and my cousin it would off been around '77-78' ) , my father almost got arrested for losing on the cops . of course it was different when we would visit the reserve , one of my uncles would just laugh and laugh over how easy it was to pick out the little redheaded boy in a group of naive children .

we are all a little broken .... ... and thats ok

pizza for dinner

i am large redheaded man , i dont blend in ... all the best to the rest of you ...lol