Nathalie L

The Canadian Escort Recommendation Board made a huge difference in my life. When I started escorting I had no idea what I was doing and CERB provided me with a safe space to explore this new chapter of my life. I meandered my way through the various threads and met some amazing people who helped me along the way. I remember joining CERB and only taking my first appointment after 2-3 months, and then I only made my first website about 6 months after that! It's been a learning curve for me. I think CERB is a great marketing tool, especially for posting threats and having conversations with new patrons, or maintaining conversations with ongoing ones. I'm sad that I've had less time to post because of my studies, but happy when I can find a couple of moments (like now) to tell the community how much I love and appreciate them. I meet patrons all the time that change my life in some way. I think we are all shaped by our interactions and I always learn something new about life when I meet someone. It can be something small, or something much larger, it really depends on a multitude of factors. I think CERB provides me with a medium to meet a lot of really interesting people that I wouldn't have otherwise met, and we shape each other through the intimacy and joy we share. It feels rather indiscreet and private to discuss particular heart warming stories publicly, but I think it's easy to understand what I mean without substantiating it with examples. I think we all reach other to each other in special ways, and I'll probably remember a lot of these experiences for the rest of my life.

Last night I had the most bizarre dinner. I had left over cold cuts with cheese and baguette bread, then I had those incredibly delicious Cranberry and Fennel crackers from President's Choice with Chipotle hummus. Followed by hot chocolate... ...then I ate the chips you can get on Porter flights... Please don't judge, and no, I'm not pregnant. haha

Venus Envy has nice art as well, which is located at Lisgar and Bank Street!

Don't forget the college moan ;) when a student is supposed to be writing an essay --coughs-- but is having sex instead --coughs again-- In response to the original question, I generally have one orgasm per sexual encounter. I'm a one-hit wonder type of girl but my orgasms are incredibly powerful and intense. I'm not loud (vocally), but my hips have a tendency of doing the talking if I'm enjoying myself ;) I have a tendency of laughing afterwards and being somewhat paralyzed for a couple of minutes while I gather my wits. Foreplay is a HUGE part of how powerful my orgasms are... and I love having my orgasms through oral sex, either before or after penetrative sex! Making out for extended periods of time with my clothes on is part of foreplay, by the way!

My favourite company, Pleasure State, released this new camisole available at Lilac Lingerie in Ottawa. Gorgeous!

Is it horrible to love, and drool, over an energy efficient Japanese vehicle? This isn't entirely the point of the thread, but I love the Elantra by Hyundai. It's a simply car, yet attainable because it's within my price range, sexy, and (as much as cars can be) relatively energy efficient! When my shit-box of a car finally dies on me, I will get an Elantra.

My questions relates to this thread posted by MOD. There's a new feature on the profile page that allows people to add a description of themselves on their CERB profile. I was wondering if it was possible for MOD to add that feature in the customization as well (i.e. when you customize your profile). I simply want to change the font colour but can't seem to access it in my profile settings. Perhaps I'm not looking in the right spot? Thanks, Nat

Almost everyday someone tells me I look like Kirsten Dunst.

My first job was working as a hostess in the restaurant of a 4 star hotel. We used to have a brunch on Sunday and it was my favourite shift because it was so busy. If it was slow I often interacted with tourists from the United States or France and told them various places to visit in Quebec City... It was a great job. The head Maitre D' was scary, her name was Lucie. I'll always remember chatting with the other hostesses about how scary she was. Retrospectively, she just had high standards for her clients and knew how to obtain them. The other two Maitre D's, Sara and Sebastien, were great. Seb always critiqued my clothing choices, and all the waiters/waitresses sucked up to me because I allocated which tables would go in which section... I never really understood why they were so nice until I started bartending at the same establishment! It was a great first job, and I worked there from the ages of 15-18 and then started bartending.

The article discusses the specific time of day you'll die. For example, in the morning or in the evening. It doesn't discuss when in broader terms, which is what I initially assumed would be the topic of the article. I would have no qualms knowing about what time of day I'll die. Mind you, would it make me paranoid around that time everyday? I have no idea. Perhaps I would dread the time so much, I would eventually have a heart attack and/or anxiety attack and it would result in a self-fulfilling prophecy. I definitely wouldn't want to know, more broadly, when I will die. I would like to think I live a life without regret. When I think back over what I have or haven't done over the years I always assume that I was doing exactly what I wanted to do when I wanted to do it. There's no point in judging myself harshly for the past. I try to live in the present moment, even if it's hard sometimes. From a practical perspective, I agree with Phaedrus. It would be nice to know when to drink the liquor in the cabinet and spend the 'for a rainy day' money. A lot of people plan for a retirement that never happens because their lives were taken too early. I guess it's simply important to find a balance between current and future happiness.

I was actually trying to think of a good thread for CERB. I input "topics related to sex, gender, and sexuality" in google and the index showed up ;) I wanted to post about something which hadn't been discussed yet, which at this point, is almost impossible! There's a wealth of knowledge here already. Many Twilight fans suffer from this... Now that's interesting! Boy Butter: a brand of water-soluble personal male lubricant. Why male specifically? I have no idea.

Wikipedia has an "Index of Human Sexuality" with hundreds of entries related to sex, gender, and sexuality. For this game, pick something you've never heard of (hopefully something absurd sounding) and describe it here while linking to the article. Perhaps we'll all learn something, and hopefully we'll all laugh a little bit. There are hundreds of entries, perhaps even thousands? There is no obligation to go through this in alphabetical order! Be inspired by the letter of your choosing. I'll start. I had no idea what "sanky-panky" referred to. I know now ;) The term refers to a male sex worker in the Domincan Republic that solicits on beaches!

I have a couple highlights, please bare with me. One of the highlights of my day was the sense of calm I felt after teaching my tutorial. It was dreadfully boring, and I let the students go home early. We laughed and watched random videos that had nothing to do with the subject matter of the course, and I felt a sense of pedagogical pride because they did well on their quizzes. I doubt it had anything to do with me, but I was happy nonetheless. This week I organized my 'god knows what' drawers and organized my 'closet of shame'. I made decisions and acted upon them, and tonight... right now... I feel so calm, so good. My apartment is organized, my life feels organized, and I feel really amazing :) I'm finally getting a handle on things and feeling calmer. Another highlight of my day was reading this thread moments ago! Congrats Boomer! MrrNice2, I'm so happy you put up a Christmas tree near her grave... <3 It brought a smile to my face that you would do such a thing and knowing you personally, I'm not surprised!

Here is my last blog post of my trip to London, England. I'm home now, and is it ever sweet! Cheers, Nat p.s. I hope other ladies post their blogs here! Thanks Emily and Sara for your contributions!

Greetings from England. I made a blog post with some photographs from my trip thus far. I haven't even been here for 24 hours! More pictures and adventures to come. Love, Nat

Easter Bunny Lasagna or Spaghetti?

Finishing my SSHRC proposal. I only have some minor editing left before I submit it on Wednesday!

Kraft Dinner with microwaved hot dogs. It's a delight I only enjoy approximately once a year because it's so dreadfully unhealthy but soooo delicious. Oh, and I make it with cream and butter instead of milk --drools--

I consider myself a low-volume escort as well. Despite having a really flexible schedule with a lot of availability, I'm really busy with grad school, and my work as a teacher's assistant and research assistant. I just find it unfortunate that some people want to see me specifically because of that, you know? It reflects those assumptions that are being made and sometimes it's disrespectful to other ladies. Like you, I think it's great if a SP is higher volume and has the emotional, mental, and physical energy for it and I don't think anyone has the right to make assumptions about the quality of her service on that basis. Like most have already said, most women wouldn't sacrifice quality over quantity (Thanks for that line, Areez!)

Very true, and definitely something to consider. I'm assuming most people take this into consideration when they book appointments (either as SPs/MAs or clients). It's in the providers best interest to make sure they don't jeopardize their incall. A lot of girls offer both incalls and outcalls. I'm not sure if that would change much with this line of thinking? Thoughts? I'm really curious about what people think.

This is as it should be.

In all likelihood, what I'm about to mention as a subject to avoid has already been addressed. However, reminders always serve a purpose, and some things bare repeating. I think it's incredibly important to avoid talking negatively about other providers when you're with someone. Although I'm fine with a patron speaking positively about other providers, I don't want details about your experience. It's none of my business. I recognize comparisons happen at times, but they shouldn't be vocalized during an encounter and I don't find it flattering to be compared to other ladies in the business. I much rather be judged by my own merits. I know it happens, and when you click with someone it's normal to want to share your experiences with them, but please keep in mind that this is an incredibly small industry. In all likelihood, you're talking about one of my friends. How awkward!

Really great advice. Hormones never 'cause' anything, they simply enhance what's already there. Being stressed, distracted, or depressed can definitely cause some problems... I think it's great if you're able to have an open and honest conversation with your provider about why that might be happening. This not only creates a safe space for you to (perhaps) move past any anxiety or stress, but it also reassures the provider that there isn't something she should be doing differently. Cialis and Viagra will definitely not give you an uncontrollable instand hard-on. I personally don't think it's necessary to tell your provider your taking medication unless you think it's relevant and want her to know for whatever reason.

Great interview Cleo! You look amazing and I love what you had to say. "I market the truth" - Cleo Catra

I just updated my blog. It includes a song I sang to a boyfriend when I was 16 years old. It's a super random and eclectic blog post... Enjoy!