CoolCucumber

I hope I have jumped the gun too, but it's nearly 10 pm and we usually share texts before she goes home. It's clear that she decided to cut today. If she had waited until Friday, she was due another installment...

It has crossed my mind too, but there is another person who probably would have texted me if something bad had happened to her. I have sent a PM to that girl and have not had a response. It's the timing. She answered me at 11 to acknowledge my greeting but when I texted her 5 minutes later, silence. Then I sent her a few more with increasing urgency and still silence. Sometimes she gets into a situation where she is not comfortable texting me (in front of family) and vice versa but when it's urgent, we usually excuse ourselves to go to the bathroom and send the text from there. She keeps my text alerts on a very low ringer so it never draws attention.

Dude. We agreed to the trip back in March. The trip is related to my work and therefore I need to register to an event to get reimbursed. She started a new day job and I was worried that it would keep her from being able to go, so I waited to register to the event. I told her a few times that I wanted a 100% confirmation by today, otherwise we could make other arrangements. But she chose to ignore me completely rather than acknowledge my text. And this is someone who I have texted 1000s of times with and she never ignores me for long periods like this. I trust her enough that we both know each others' real names, addresses, etc. And a few weeks ago I loaned her money. And now she disappears. Maybe she finds me too difficult as a friend and a client, and I'll admit I have my times. Living with MS is difficult but she knows about it, but not necessarily how bad it is, and she knows that I can get impatient when I'm in pain. I'm suspecting it's this that made her decide to bolt, but she decided to bolt at a time when she owes me quite a deal of money. So I thought I'd put it out there. I haven't named her and it's not anyone I have written a recommendation about on here.

The time to book has passed and I indicated that today was the deadline in some of my texts. She's usually very good at replying. However, I may have gotten a little panicked at the deadline and gotten a little demanding in my texts. I should mention that she did answer one of my texts today and then went silent when I started discussing the trip.

If you were booking a trip, even with your regular escort, would you prepay her? I did and now I am not getting any replies to my texts and the deadline to finalize the trip is today.

Running shoes :-)

This is a recommendation board. I saw her. I didn't leave a recommendation.

I think we should have a competition. As a retired hobbyist, I am impartial, so I will be judge. All ladies wishing to compete, please contact me :)

You absolutely have an exotic look about you. Don't sell yourself short, Cutie.

Here's the thing. Although you didn't mention who it is, I know exactly who you are talking about based on what you said. When she went independent, I also was a private client who she would email or text her schedule to. At one session, I mentioned I was participating in a research project school X (which is either a university or college, I won't be too specific for the same reasons as OP). When I asked for another appointment by email afterwards, I was told that I now made her uncomfortable and she no longer wanted to see me as a client. I later saw her on campus and put two and two together. I suggest if you want to ever see her again as an escort that you stay far away from her in her civilian life because she is very uncomfortable with even the thought of coming into contact with her clients outside of her hotel room.

I left a girl at the alter. Figuratively, not literally. I met her 12 years ago. We were both in the same field and had the same interests. I had been in and out of a few bad relationships and this one felt right. We got engaged 6 months after we started seeing each other. Once engaged, she was comfortable enough to reveal her real side, though. She had a really bad temper. Her temper would flare up about really little things and she would belittle you to the point where you felt insignificant, stupid and not worthy of anyone. I remember taking her home after a really good night out. I don't remember what happened after that but we sat in the car for 45 minutes while she chewed me out about my shoes, the jeans I was wearing, the fingernails on my guitar strumming hand were too long and effeminate etc etc... It was humiliating. Finally after another embarrassing berating in public (on George St in the market), I told her to fuck off. She slapped me. Two big guys, just walking down the street, decided that she must have slapped me because I deserved to get beaten up, so they came to her "defence' and roughed me up. She didn't say anything in my defence and let them come at me. I was (and still am) a black belt in Taekwondo and I defended myself the way we were trained to do when backed into a corner. The two guys backed off but not before some punches and kicks were thrown. Once they left, I returned to my car and left her there. Although we talked on the phone a few times after, I never saw her again. Never wanted to. Couldn't believe I was ever attracted to her. But I'll never forget how sad I was during that whole engagement. When I called my family to tell them that I had ended the engagement, everyone congratulated me. They hated her. Said she turned me into someone who wasn't me and that they could tell I was unhappy. I met the woman I would eventually marry (we've been separated for more than 3 years now) a few months later at the Jazz Festival. When I look back on it now, I laugh. I prefer being alone. I go through moments where I want more and then I think back at all my failed relationships and think, "Maybe it's not them, maybe it's you, MikeM." And then I take my medication that keeps me from talking to myself, drift off to sleep in my big king sized bed alone and hog all the blankets and no one complains.

Copycat :)

That's what I said....

Well, let's not read too much into that. This morning to me means 12:01 am and afterwards. And we could have been just sitting on her couch drinking wine and talking. Which is not a bad date imho. And, it was just a date. She's not my girlfriend and we certainly didn't get married. But enough happened for me to realize that maybe I've been wrong in how I've been thinking. Additional Comments: Last thing. Cute0aza0button is the best. Treat her well or I'll be back. Take care Cutie.

Years ago, after a really bad break up and a friend's half-jokingly suggestion that I see escorts to get over my pain, I entered this hobby. I left when I met the woman who was supposed to become my wife, but we broke up and I married another woman instead :). After two kids and busy lifestyles that had her working mainly in Montreal and me in Ottawa, we split up and, after a promise to myself to never get involved in another relationship ever again, I rejoined the hobby. And it was great. Some bad experiences but overall it was great and worked for me better than any relationship. I could enjoy the company of many women but still have the bed to myself at night which I relished for the last few years. My daughter's struggles with digestion due to stomach cysts and my battle with MS made me rethink my place in this hobby and I announced my retirement tour in September. Although a huge poster on the other board, I joined this one in September because I thought it was more of a community rather than a group of Siskels and Eberts. But now my daughter is healthy and I am in remission following a regression that lasted from May to September and I am showing little effects. The thought of all things coming together has made me rethink my promise to myself. I met someone in my real life who seems like someone I could be with. I try to erase her from my mind by prolonging my time here but the more I try, the less I succeed. Last night, I accepted her invitation to go out and I realized I was kidding myself. That the bed was big enough for two. That although variety is the spice of life, sometimes we got to follow the heart even though it has led us astray before. So when I got home this morning, I decided my retirement party has gone on long enough. There is one person on here who was very nice to me during this time. I think she is a bit of a chameleon as she is able to be everything to almost everyone and it shows in her recommendations. To me, she was fun. I could be myself and spend much of our time laughing and enjoying quality time. She made me realize there is more to human contact than sex and that I was missing out on a big part of life. You know who you are. I will always be grateful. Thanks.

I'm not the right person to ask because I've only been to Winnipeg once, but if I were you I'd see them both and then pick the one, if any, that I had the best chemistry with. Then i'd see her a second, third, fourth etc time.

My kids are asleep and I'm alone surfing the web. Cerbing, Facebooking, chatting etc. Here's something I found on my friend's FB page that amused my simple mind. Anyone else have any amusing little videos, jokes that can lighten the atmosphere tonight? http://twentytwowords.com/2012/03/17/sheepdog-herds-men-to-the-pub-in-a-funny-guinness-commercial/ I'm the dude who almost makes it to the women...

NHL abbreviates Columbus Blue Jackets as CBJ. I always laugh when the Habs are beating the CBJs :)

Good idea Pete. And there's this great store in Orleans on Innes that is having an Osh Kosh snowsuit sale. I just bought suits for my munchkins. I think I'll pick up a dozen or so and deliver them to the Snowsuit Fund this week.

OK. I'm multitasking right now but I'll be able to text later (I'm walking AND chewing gum, asking me to text too is pushing it a little). :)

Dude, I'm not sure if we've ever interacted on here. But things are not as bad as they seem. I'm going to lift the veil of secrecy and let you in on a little secret. I'm not the happy jovial guy I pretend to be on here. I have an illness (to all my lady friends, it's NOT contagious) that will either kill me or eventually make my life unbearable. So I live each day like it's my last. And I'm having a great time. Whatever your problem is, it's probably temporary, so hide in your shell for a bit and then come out and have fun again. If I can have fun, then so can you.

I make a donation to the MS Society every year and I donated directly to one research group that does MS research right here in Ottawa. Tell me more about Child's Play. I have an XBox that is collecting dust with about 5 or 6 games, most never played.

Blue boxers with white polka dots. They're the favorites of someone I know...

This was real fucking fun. Let's do it again real fucking soon. Additional Comments: It has been real fun. This thread was great. See you in a few weeks.

Is this what the fuck happens when I leave the room?