capitalCforcougar

lovely!! happy for you.. although I have always been of the school of thought that a *collar* is something 'earned'... took me ages to earn mine.. but I have a lovely titanium one...*sigh*.... but, I also know especially in theses circumstances.. a collar & leash are not only fun, but sometimes needed things.. helps one get into a proper 'headspace' ;) again, so happy it seems at least to begin with.. that you have someone who is wise enough to understand it is *you* who runs the proverbial show :) Enjoy the journey!

Reddick (Riddick?) ;)

Pippy Longstocking (wow.. that's an old one, used to looove the books hehe)

Never Ending Story (first one -grrrrreat movie!!! one of my absolute favorrrrrites actually ...the rest of them.. 'meh'...)

Leave it to Beaver <HA!>

very late lunch-early dinner of homemade egg-drop soup... love oriental cooking!

contemplating what to do with my feline self.... now that I have a last-minute cancellation ;)

Jumanji (hehe was I believe the letter that should have followed hehe)

haha! love it!! <applauding emphatically!> .....and someone else who knows what 'skyclad'means.. bravo! good thing.... I've heard if you are wearing underwear.. then what you're wearing is called a 'skirt' <grin>.. seems we both wear kilts then hehe

If it's you.. working for you... with you...<grin>, then you are fine just as you are.. an independent agent... a lot of potential hassle with attempting to become 'licensed'..... I would think. Not worth the trouble. "If it ain't broke.... don't fix it" comes to mind here hehe :)

"Hello, my name is CapitalC and I am a 'thanking addict' hehe as one who has not only been reprimanded by the mod.. but actually chastised by a few users.. I hear ya hehe still do it.. so the medication isn't working worth beans.... and I'm okay with that ;)

I am leaving for ten days in a few hours.. (don't panic... much like last year, I shall return hehe) BUT, I will have my electronics with me (intermittent access to internet where I'm going hehe) and will be still booking appointments for my return SEPTEMBER 13th and forward..... **evenings included!** And as always, the spots do tend to fill fast, so it is to your advantage to let me know a few things in your note: - your username and the site you got my info from (in subject line please) - what it is you would like to experience with me - a preferrrrrred day/time (and duration, if applicable) Lovely updates/additions to the online den <grin> so make sure to perrruse there first to see what most str0kes your fancy <grin> and, as always, I shall happily take care of the rest...although I may only get a chance to check msgs from here in the evenings.. I *always* have access to my prrrivate email, so that may be best, and PLEASE make sure to confirm with me once I do reply ... save us both a lot of waiting/msging ;) Come share time out of time with me in my wonderfully eclectic, cozy office environment, let the scent of incense, the ethereal sounds of my music and soft plush leather chairs relax you for a few moments by the fireplace before I even begin to touch you ....or you are also more than welcome to take in the comforts of my lovely prrrrivate den...(for longer or more 'involved' sessions.... enjoy a glass of wine, stimulating converrrrsation...laughter...and sincere, laid back company..... among other things ;) **Also, for those of you who are *not* in Winnipeg to enjoy actual flesh time <grin> there is always the fun of a skype session.. should that be to your liking ;) email for details Visit my site; cccden.weebly.com PM me here or,if you preferrrr.. email me at; [email protected] but please, should you chose to email me, include the word LYLA and your username so I know how you received my email, and keep an eye on your email, respond asap when I do reply so as not to lose your chosen spot/day :) ...As much as I love the trip I am about to embark on again, I do so look forward to my return.. and will be more than eager to get my clawz into you! ;)

My music is now largely all digital.. on my phone, laptop et al... but, as a writer and an avid fan of reading (most times daily since I learned how.. a habit instilled to me by my father..and one I have passed to my children) and one who understands the sheer volume (HA!) of work and effort that goes into producing a book from thoughts/research alone.... I adore the feel of an actual book in my paws... the texture of the paper.. the smell of it.. that oddly satisfying 'creak' when one first spreads out a new book...whether for entertainment (true crime.. or things that play with my always-busy mind are my favorrrrites) or for research purrrrposes.. I always turn to my books before falling to the 'seduction' of google searches ;) Some of my books for research are actual second printings from 1918.. 1932.. with English/grammar soooo horrendous I cannot, with my penchant for such things.. bare to read them straight through (the oldest one I have was written by, believe it or not.. a 16 year old medicine man 'student' who did not, by any stretch have a good command of English hehe) but the information... facts, in it have prrroven invaluable to me over the years and I would never part with it :) I have parted with some novels over the years, that which I had no need/desire to read again.. but some.. I figure will remain with me until I am done breathing :)

of carnal delights. ;)

Ice Age (loooove the squirrel hehe)

I may do up the rest of the elk in the freezer.. or.. simply enjoy savouring the lovely perrrrson who is coming to visit later.. might just make a nice main course for this carnivore... ;)

I *may* end up having something tangible to contribute to this thread soon hehe have had a fun request for 'pantie pics' haha guess I'd need some in order to oblige ;) but.. until then... still 'cougar-clad' ;)

...of course.. am 'cougar-clad' haha (I really do like that haha) - enjoying some in-depth conversations here (as always) - addressing emails/fun requests <grin> - mentally going over my list of things to make sure to have for my trip - sipping hot strong coffee - pondering activities for what promises to be a most enjoyable evening ;) - watching the antics of an absolutely insane 2 month old kitten :) and of course... perrrrrrving this place ;)

<grin> here I go being the devil's advocate again ;) there is so much scientific proof/studies.. that show indeed it is a physical need... emotional need.. the release of Oxytocin when we touch and/or are touched is almost vital (no.. not like air/water) to our *healthy* survival.... a person shut in during winter months *is* suffering health-wise.. the lack of vitamin D creates depression, emotional/mental upheaval... and again, is proven many times over ;) As a complete music addict <grin>..both as a musician and a dancer... I understand the draw to the emotions and feelings that music evokes.. but it isn't a 'drive'.. it is a choice.. (I actually know a few people who *hate* most forms of music.. very strange to me hehe) but it isn't a human 'need'... (for emotional/physical/psychological health....) a person living alone, in a dark basement with no belongings.. sure, they can 'survive'.. but again, not in a healthy way.... aside from the lack of vitamins from sunlight ;) I know of several hundred studies done with infants.. some were touched, stroked.. sang to.. and some were not.. the ones who were touched.. were all through their childhood.. the ones who weren't had tv's for babysitters..and at no point in their entire lives.. did they experience human touch of any kind....(myself, I thought this a rather cruel 'experiment') and the results in the humans they ended up being were the ones who were: functioning, contributing members of society, carried on relationships.. held jobs... were 'fine'......and generally were physically/mentally/emotionally healthy. the ones who were not.. were withdrawn.. had issues with learning from others OR on their own...emotionally incapable of carrying relationships..lacked empathy/compassion...and functioning in any scenario was more than difficult.. most were on medications for the rest of their lives to 'deal with' their issues.... suffered eating disorders, self-mutilation issues....anger issues.....and remained largely single... again, a horrid 'experiment, in my books :( it may not take as long to die from lack of contact.. but myself .. I'd rather go quick if that's what I'd have to look forward to :/

I just went and read that post.. wow! reads like my own life hehe.... wonderful piece.. I think perrrhaps it should be one that is 'pinned' somewhere so it's always visible.. especially for newbies ;) Most providers, I would think, have experienced what she talked about, in some measure at least.. and I myself, do not regret one single choice I made.. or even those that were made for me.. albeit some of the things I was put through if I *had* the choice.. I would not have experienced.. but all of them.. grrrreat, good, bad.. downright scary.. all created the incredibly strong, confident, humorous.. talented.. loving, understanding, and street-smart cat that stands before you today.... and I happen to honestly *love* that perrrrrson.. so hehe why would I change anything? ;) I may charge less than some, I may charge more than some... but, it makes sense for me, and works wonderfully well for me, so.. ;) I have wondered why some charge what I would think would not get them any business.. but that is never for me to judge.. so I do not.. it makes sense for them... and obviously, their clients :) the age-old adage; "don't judge a perrrrrson til you've walked a mile in their shoes".. goes a long way here I think :)

oh my gawd! I am laughing so hard right now.. I think I might cry! hahaha BUT.. also what sucks.. and I know several of us have made mention of this before but have I got a 'STUPID PERSON" winner for you guys!! I'm on a bus, music floating in my head.. arms trying *not* to do snake arms while seated and people staring hehe..... a guy is staring a t me.... no biggie.. it happens... well.. he leans forward, to stare 'harder' (whatever that means, but that's what it felt like).. so I move seats.... he stays put. I figure I'm good now... and relax into my music again I get off the bus to transfer.. notice the guy got off bus as well.. again, no biggie, lots of people got off the bus.... he is *still* staring.... mouth open.. bit of spittle on his lower lip... @ss crack showing (guys..@ss or undies out the top of your pants is *NOT* a good look hehe)...... I move away from him.. wait for my bus.. it arrives, I get on.. so does he.... odd I finally get off the bus after a fairly long ride.. and notice a few people leave as well.. same weird guy included... I begin walking to my destination.. a restaurant.....and in short oder, the hair on the back of my neck (my 'cougar-spidey-senses' hehe) act up, and I turn slightly.. notice the same creepy dude less than THREE FEET BEHIND ME! I walk faster.. actually ran across a busy street almost ass the light changed, to give some distance..... I arrive at the restaurant a few blocks later.. only to be shocked ass.. just as I get to the door.. a hand lands on my shoulder..(I have my earbuds in.. so.. ) and whaddya know? it's the creepy dude... I put a 'pissed' look on my face, remove one ear bud.. and say hello (as a question) sorry for being long-winded but.. figured ass dumb as this guy was/is.. it's good for a laugh.. This moron actually had the nerve to say (exact words.. no lie) "Just wanted to you know say you got pretty tattoos... " I say thank you.. and begin to move away...... before I can do that...he looks me up and down.. (good grief!) gives a slobbery lick to that lip again (UGH!) and continues.... "Could I hit that?" grabs his crotch (again.. UGH!) HA! how 'bout H3LL no! haha he's lucky I didn't remove his skin!! I laughed.. said no...making it clear I thought he was nuts....walked away hahaha not a good thing to stalk a woman and then think she'd be interested in doing anything other than turning your balls to porridge after hahahaha good gawd!

a few today :) - all my domestic chores are done - in time for my trip - meals today stayed down (after a week of noooot feeling good) - received a lovely note from a special far away friend <grin> - secured transportation from my week-long trip (starting monday) to another event *immediately* afterward! YAY! all in all, another grrrreat day in the den ;)

Firestarter :)

I am fairly informed on a few different religions, my good man <grin> and know full well the ceremonies we see today came about far later.. and that most were wonderfully simple parties.. guests eating enjoying music/food.. while the new couple went and consummated their relationship....later rejoining the festivities as a united couple. Pagan/Wiccan ceremonies, called hand-fastings, are still much the same way, and are *so much fun* I perrrsonally have been to a few and officiated a couple of them as well :) (maaany layers to this cat hehe) and.. just as an interesting fyi.. on hand-fastings and those types of ceremonies.. the ring that was exchanged (if there was one) was actually 'cut' so it was not 'complete'... the couple were joined for one year.. and at the end of that year.. they were asked if they wished the union to continue.. if they did.. the ring was sealed.. and a 'binding' ceremony took place. If not.. they parted ways amicably.... strange, but true ;) as to not ever having any intimacy in a relationship, as a provider, that is something I see a sadly large amount of... and am always honored to be the recipient of one's attentions.. as much ass I am to offer it... something so terribly, amazingly vulnerable about that.. I cannot resist.. and as much as I do enjoy being a bit of a 'bad@ss' <grin>... it really brings out the tender side of me... It's also something that, as a provider.. I too miss on occasion.. as I am a single cat. And being the wonderful gent you are @StillOpensDoors.. I would not ever be surprised at you making connections.. no matter the scenario :) *as a side note to my Genesis input hehe.. I had attended a Bible study group.. for my own knowledge... and it was explained that 'taking her' did indeed mean had s3x with her - took me arguing a bit with them to get them to admit it.. but.. hehe .. yeah... ;) =P _______________________