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Rush - YYZ :)

enjoying my much-missed Stella's coffee... perrrrving around here.. and topping off a fishtank

leather... (the one I made a while back is suede.. and purrrrrfectly delicious hehe) Welding the flogger, or receiving it's sensitivity-heightening sting?

'air-drying after the most delicious.. and wonderfully long, sorely missed boiling hot shower.. enjoying a grilled cheese sandwich and a Palm Bay (left in my cooler...) and trying to convince my new kitten to come out from under the bed hehe

by whispering naughty things into sensitive ears....

various ideas of...

my sorely missed Stellas coffee..... :)

alone in a tent.. surrounded by people who were NOT alone... staring up at the stars through the netting in the top of said tent... missing someone special... wondering if they too, were staring up into the sky..... feeling lonely... which thankfully, doesn't happen often... sucks completely..... glad to be back ;)

Enya - Elysium

- relaxing.. attempting to catch up on messages/emails/requests.. and of course, purrrrving around here ;) - Enjoying the nervous antics of a 12 week-old farm kitted.. first time away from the farm hehe soooo cute!!!

food for my new adorable kitten :) (named her Grace - after the fet event I was at and got her from) :)

attempted teasing, toying, edging.... all for naught... :(

Alrrright.... not only am I back but wow have I got highlights! :) - had an amazingly shade-covered spot for my tent at the fetish event - got a wonderful note from a lovely friend <wink> - met amazing people from all over Canada (there was 80+ people there!!) - I won an oil wrestling contest!! (first time ever doing one - was AWESOME!) - Made a 'cane' (for a certain type of fun play ;) - tried play piercings/suspension predicaments on a man during a workshop ;) (take a guess where I pierced him.... ;) - had cupping done on my back (apparently ppl do it for the marks hehe.. pictures to come soon!) - danced nude in a field during a rain storm - did my very first fire walk!!! (no scorches/burns OR blisters on my pretty feet/toes!) - drummed/sang for my friends, old and new... and passed (part of the firewalk was to honor a mutual community friend) - 4 dys wearing as little clothing as I wanted with no concerns at all!! - caught and brought home an adorable farm kitten :) :) all in all, a purrrrrrfect holiday for a cat like me ;)

Packing up and going camping...*actual* destination.. unknown.... love that! ;) gone for 4 days with, what I have only now just found out, is up to 60 other kinksters... sooo much fun to be had! sure to return with a few highlights ;) ...possible highlight; doing a fire walk... something this cat has wanted to do but hesitated.. which, when dealing with fire, is NOT a good thing! ;) ride here soon.. so.... <leaps effortlessly, and excitedly on well-muscled thighs... into deep trees... gone....... for now!>

entirely confusing 'story' <ha! I like that>

although going camping for a few days (literally, in an hour!) but seriously wishing it was with just one entirely lovely person...... who I cannot go with due to circumstances.... *sigh*

face up please ;) (and, in the interest of a few workshops I may attend on my camp out): canes or floggers?

....sipping coffee.... eagerly awaiting the arrival of friends who I am carpooling with to camping today (gone until Monday, but am answering emails) ......perrrrving lyla... addressing request <grin>... and awaiting the reaction my 'fantasy' post gets hehehe ...thinking of a faraway friend and hoping their day is lovely! ;)

coffee and a few odds and ends for my camping trip STARTS TODAY!! Yaaay! camping with kinky folk is always fun hehe (don't worry, I'm only gone until monday night hehe)

Alrrrright folks.. settle in for a moment.. this is going to be a good one <grin> When I was younger, I had the wonderful opportunity to be under the tutelage of a much older man...who taught me the amazing variations found in the sensual side of BDSM.... this.. is a recount of one of my absolute favorite times when living in his house: After he bathed me, brushed out my curls an powdered my body.. the blindfold in place over my eyes, lipstick applied to my mouth... he picked me up in his arms, and laid me out on the large dining table in what he always called the 'formal room'. I was left there, blind, legs spread, arms above my head, and knew enough to simply stay there....in the silence. Waiting. In short order, there were voices around me, and I could feel 'things' being placed against my skin on my body.. and figured eventually, it was food... cheeses, meat slices, fruits.. an other things I couldn't identify in the dark of the blindfold. I felt his hands in my hair, arranging the curls, knowing he was making me beautiful. He whispered I was going to make a stunning centerpiece! and then silence again. I remained as still as I could, so as not to disturb anything. Eventually, the doorbell started to ring, and guests arrived, I will cut a lot out in case this is too long.. but during the dinner, I could detect at lest 8 different voices, some male, some female.. chatting casually and all remarking on what a pretty arrangement this was, how beautiful and soft 'the' skin was.... as they removed pieces of food while they chatted... it was lovely!! I don't think I had ever felt that special (up to that point anyway hehe).... there were dips and sauces placed in various divots on my body.. and these were used with food, fingers.. tongues <grin> and was one of the most lovely nights ever... I will skip over he rest of the night <grin> an say that, when all was said and done, and he had bathed me, dried me.. and was wrapped around me in our bed... he whispered into my ear that I was he most wonderful thing he had ever found, and was so proud of me.. I fell asleep... smiling..... perrrrfectly content ;) *almost* nothing has compared since ;)

Most likely bags of ice for my cooler.. and possibly munchies - camping and workshops this wknd with fellow kinksters ;)

As with a lot of things.. in this business, and with life in general I think <grin>... I seem to have a different take on this as well.... To me, being 'open-minded' isn't solely relating to sex... but to keep it in properrr context for here.... To me, being a sexually open-minded person simply means I inquire listen, discuss anything you wish, with no judgement, ridicule... embarrassment... and yes, decide for myself if it something I am willing to engage in. If I enjoy it.. I not only continue, but will certainly repeat.. if not, then I simply don't... or find an eloquent way to change the activity ;) and not bother repeating that activity <grin> And I cannot believe someone (provider) would say they were 'open-minded'.. and then have a mile-long list of *don'ts* and NOT discuss them beforehand..... parrrrdon my characteristic bluntness here, but.... that's a bit f*cked up and cannot be good for business ;) My own thirst for new experiences makes me one is is most definitely open-minded...free-spirited no matter the context....sex and sensuality is just another way to explore/enjoy it ;)

I spend a grrrreat portion of my day doling out and receiving hugs...(and not just clients/friends I see in *this* capacity either hehe).... not once could I see myself offering one, or going in to receive one, that wasn't genuine..... that would be beyond strange for me. Some are huggers, some are not.. I don't take it perrrsonally...and yes... sometimes... very rrrrrarely.. even *I* get pulled back in.. wonderful connections for sure!! <wink>..to those who made me hehe

Fe/male alike tried them on, enjoying the

I myself, have a number of scars.... some were an adventure.. others were surgeries... and all that fun stuff... and some of these scars have created little 'shelfs' on my stomach that I am not entirely crazy about... and alongside those, there are the lumps, bumps and 'dark areas' (thank you Alison hehe) that have all come together to make me the perrrrson I am today... Truthfully, I am not as happy with the amount of soft & squishy I have gained the last while, but.. all in all.. I absolutely adore the person that all these things have helped to create, and wouldn't likely trade them for anything... hell I'm even proud of my lovely silver hairs coming up through my blonde curls... not only are these things all markings of my life.. and the fact that I have *lived* it.. but.... a testament to the fact that I survived it all without killing anyone ;) I would (and do) take a bit of soft & squishy.. scarred... raw.... 'dark' over the 'typical' so-shiny-polished-overly-tanned, can't move for fear of messing themselves up' person.. any day of the week! after all.. a bit of the soft stuff gives me something to sink my teeth into <grin> Thank you Alison... for showing me I am not the only one :) On another note.... Someone told me something once that changed the way I look at *everything*... and I have passed it on to several people over the years, and have changed the way *they* now look at things... so... perrrhaps that may happen again by posting it here: A wonderful doctor I worked with years ago, told me a Buddhist saying, that to this day, I still think is the best thing I have ever heard in all my years/adventures: "If you have a problem, and there *is* a solution.... then don't worry (after all, you can fix it, right?) "If you have a problem... and there is.. nooo... solution (as in, no matter what you do, you cannot/will not fix it)..... then, don't worry!" fan-freaking-tastic way of viewing things.. and since adopting that way of being.. I have no blood pressure issues.. no health issues of any kind... I tackle things I can.. leave well enough alone when I have to.... much less stress and life.. in general... (even with its disappointments.... is good! ;)