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slight 'pawz' in my normally wonderfully busy day... wishing I had the forethought to have hidden my scotch here in my lovely office.... lights are dim... door is closed.... and the beautiful voice of Billie Holiday carries me off as I lean back in a plush leather chair, close my eyes.. and oddly enough... wish I had a cigar to go with the scotch that's at home ;)

last minute touches on a private den afternoon... puuuurusing lyla.. uploading new pictures ;)

puuuuurfectly pleasant peaks of pleasure produced.... prolonged by passionate play... pendulous br3asts, pliable flesh... pleasureable to the palate, primal to the brain.... and of course, the flesh ;) ...settling down with puuurfectly placed, soft pecks to the neck and soft flesh at the shoulders....pets to the flesh... pleasant and easy.....a soft palm placed on pectoral muscle....... peaceful....

home after a 3hr rehearsal.. 2 solo performances, one group performance.. sunk into a lovely, hoooooot.. epson salt-filled bath.. sipping scotch, catching up on emails/posts.. watching the video of tonights' performance... and chatting with a lovely man ;) ...multi-tasking at it's finest ;)

very productive day at work today... unexpectedly great dance rehearsal... new dance bra coming along amazingly fast... got treated to a fresh-baked pastry by a friend I bumped into on way for coffee... amazing referral from a therapy client..... got asked to not only do one solo at a public event tomorrow, but to do two!! <yay me!.....> enjoyed a wonderfully hot bath sipping on Jack Daniels Tennessee Honey... and am currently chatting with a very nice new friend :) ...my days are wonderously full of highlights as opposed to bad things (despite the recent robbery and all the dental crap hehe).. I am blessed.. this thread helps remind me of that ;) ...

@Alana Sweets - if you simply wish to serve him... then just do that.. dote on him, spoil, pamper/praise him.. he will warm to it pretty quickly I suspect <grin> If it is more of a 'restrain/choke/tease/torment me pleeeeeease' thing hehe tell him to be rough with you... let him *see* what that does to and for you during sex... There are so many dynamics to a BDSM and/or M/s relationship, they are defined only by those within it :) are you a 'pain-wh0re', a service sub, a pet... masochist... ;) best advice is always communication; tell him what you crave, no beating around the bush (HA!) see his reaction.. and don't worry about his reaction ;) Feel free to PM me.. I have many years on both ends of the toys so.. ;)

there is a much more recent/accurate one found at; http://bdsmtest.org/ == these are the top findings from my results ;) 100% Experimentalist 95% Bondage receiver 94% Primal (Hunter) 94% Switch 91% Exhibitionist 88% Voyeur 87% Submissive 84% Brat 78% masochist 82% Dominant 77% Owner

Myself puuursonally, I am not much of a 'pain wh0re' <grin> but am very adept at providing it ;) I am fairly involved in winnipeg's kink community and know a number of impact fanatics ;) it fascinates me, but not my thing hehe I very much enjoy breath play (giving/receiving), shibari (g/r).. I have very few avtual taboos... and welcome any/all questions inquiries and discussions.. as most who have met me, find me wonderfully open and candid ;) and yes, this definitely needs to be brought back to life ;)

...what is it you are looking for/offering Luna? puuurhaps if we knew.. ;)

...air-drying before blinging myself out to go enjoy some belly dancing tonight at KNDDY pub :)

...puuuuurving other peoples profiles on dating (aka hook up) sites ...bizarrely entertaining hehe ;) ...likely enjoy a short nap before readying for a night of belly dancing at local pub.. although may have to behave slightly <grin>.. jaw still very sore :( ...and very happy for a night of no 'actual' rehearsal hehe

...sore pawz from pushing needles through leather.. moved on to watching tutorials on Shibari Futomono ties ;) ....soon to shower and fall down ;)

...in the door, clothes shed.. puuuurusing lyla, addressing emails.. working on a new dance bra, nursing my sore jaw ......(dental work!.. jeez! <grin>...)

lovely, strong coffee and a fresh-baked beautifully tart lemon custard danish.. soft foods only... teeth pulled yesterday... :(

awaiting the arrival of a recently new friend who is bringing a nice soft dinner my sore mouth can enjoy (had 2 teeth pulled.. ooowwwwwch!) ...who is also kind enough to bring me ginger ale :)

feeling crappy all day today....had two teeth pulled this morning, as well as filled out police report for yet a second break in of my lovely office.. (friday) Obviously NOT the highlights hehe but.. a lovely new friend who called me this morning.. is en route with some soft foods for a special dinner in.. and ginger ale... and has offered to chauffeur me to and from a short but vital rehearsal I cannot beg out of.. too sweet, and very much appreciated :)

definitely chocolate....<grin> takes more time and effort ;) ........rainy day inside taking care of chores/relaxing...or rainy day outside, making good use of puddles and wonderfully muddy bike trails?

done with interviewing (and accepting) a new roommate, now gathering myself for what promises to be another gruelling but productive dance rehearsal... possibly hitting a Shibari workshop afterward ;)

met with a respondent to my 'roommate wanted' ad... they are moving in end of the month!! *and* yes, they are aware of how wonderfully twisted I am hehe seems to be a good fit for 'my kind of crazy' ;)

grabbing a glass of scotch and heavy cream.. one icecube..... and sinking into a lavender/sea salt boiling hot bath for some relaxation before doning my dance gear and going to enjoy a fet night at a local club ;)

lounging 'cougar-clad' (yes.. I said it!).. enjoying scotch/1 icecube.. and a wonderfully calming skype chat with a very special friend.. I had a rough evening earlier. and sooo needed this..... have yet to shower... or open my much-anticipated package.. but I don't even care...(for now hehe) just chatting with a friend is just puuuurfect at the moment :)

enjoying a lovely skype chat with a very special individual.. had a rough evening earlier, and it made my day so much better, ..not on camera.. but just chatting.... really needed it... <thank you, Sir...> ......still haven't opened my package.. but for now.. I don't mind>

- Grrrreat fun with a wonderful gentleman friend.. puuuurfect way to gear up for the day.. for sure!!! - fantastic and surprisingly productive dance rehearsal in my office <grin> - dolled up for a night of dancing at KNDDY!! woo-hoooo! - and the weather is fan-freakin-tastic for a change !! .........<wondering if I am being made to wait to open my package .. on puuuuurpose here..... grrr......but, wait I shall...> ;)

..........trying very hard NOT to stare at a package I am behavng and NOT opening until instructed to do so... *sigh* ...I shall distract myself with a nice soak before adorning myself with various pretty shiny things and going dancing at hookah night <....it is seriously tough being this well-behaved..... lol...>

red wine and orange/mint shashi for enjoying while belly dancing at hookah night at a favorite local pub.....