Fresh start

To me physical appearance has no value in my eyes. I look the way I do and if people can't accept it that their problem I can care less. By changing my self esteem and confidence this would provide enough motivation in myself to change other aspect of myself. Example I've lost 40 lbs with a bit more motivation and energy I could reach my goal and loose that extra 20-30 pounds to be at my healthy weight size for my height. Not for appearance purpose but for health purpose. I want to break the inheritance my family has left with all the illnesses that can be passed on by living a healthy life. Diabetes, strokes, Parkinson's are just some of the things that ran through my relatives most of these can be greatly reduced by being healthy. Someone could have liposuction, doesn't mean they are healthy or going to stay that way. So this is why I would only change my self esteem and self confidence the other will follow suit in a healthy safe way.

If I could change my self esteem/confidence in myself there would be no need to change anything else.

Having to buy a whole new summer wardrobe. All my shorts are way too big. Grrr I hate clothe shopping for myself. I much rather go shopping with a lady and help pick out something sexy.

I think I may sleepwalk at night, and eat during my sleep. cause I wake up in the morning horny all the time.:-)

After almost every encounter I usually send a thank you message via pm or email, usually same method used for booking. I just figured its polite and I know personally if the roles were reversed I would love the compliments and gratitude. So this question just occurred to me, is this a common thing to do? Ladies do you enjoy if or does it get annoying reading extra messages/email?

Ewwwwe that sent shiver down my spine sour milk is just one of those things that the smell,taste,look even thought of it make me wanna be suck yuck!

Might want to change your name to femme fatale wow. Should advice clients to write a will before booking with you.

Omg! That's the best story ever. Little Asian guy was probably searching for porn when poof live porn show appears in front of him. Lmfao You're one wild dangerous person Nicolette. Riding clients through the floor or knocking them out with falling dildos from balcony's. you should be a spoke person for those insurance commercial anything can happen lol.

I'm going to sound like the young one. I do enjoy the convenience of texting and certain technologies. I agree a lot is lost in context when writing. As for other technology that has let me down I would have to say there is a lot. It all come down to greed and money. We have the ability to make the world a better place but we don't why cause it cost too much or its not worth losing income over. We had the knowledge of electric cars decades ago but only in the past few years have we started using it. Why, cause gas make money. We should already have cures for certain disease but why invest in a cure and lose out on money from the drugs that slow the process down. Heck why do we still develop weapons of mass destruction. Why is there still starving people cause it all cost money that greed has prevented us from changing.

I have to admit I often send pm/wall messages just to thank them or to send positivity their way or the occasional laugh. Usually short and sweet, its always nice to be reminded that someone thinking of you or a good laugh. I know I love random positive pm, for me its often a reminder of the good and kindness in people not to mention it make me feel special. I understand people get busy and unless its a question which rarely is, I don't expect a response. It's always nice and welcomed but not required. I will admit when I first came to cerb I looked at it a little different. I would assume that no reply meant I was be ignored at took it too close to heart. I've come to realize that not everyone spends as much time as I do on here, they have lives and some set time aside for this. I also had to consider the ratio of pm one must get. I mean more men than woman on the board I'm sure the woman get far more than the men.

If I see a ladies website I usually try and read the whole thing and I do read the policies and etiquette section, this may provide me with useful information. Another thing I'm not sure how yours is set up but you could always put this in the same section as how to book which may catch the eyes of any lazy people who don't bother reading.

Well I has daty, when the woman started having intense orgasm. Her hips and pelvic where moving and pulling away cause it was too intense. Me very much enjoying the pleasure I was giving just kept going until she managed to pull a way far enough for me to catch a flying knee (by mistake of course) right on the nose. Which of course make your eyes immediately water up. Luckily it wasn't broken but was swollen, must admit didnt take long to lose my errection after that. So I've learned it's not an all you can eat buffet! Lol

Since I don't drink coffee or tea, nor do I drink alcohol I usually only have water. But that doesn't mean I don't mind if the lady wants this. Best thing to do is ask.

Isn't sex suppose to be fun and relaxing? Releasing stress and pressure of everyday life? Maybe I worry to much but if I were to have bbfs with someone who I don't know their sexual history, proof that they are clean and std free. I would also have to consider myself, how do I know I'm safe and clean. That open wound I got from work, did it come in contact with anything? To worry and be stressed out that she's not infecting me or vice versa. Would be taking the fun and pleasure out of it. Life to short to worry about shit that can be prevented. I rather be stressed about thing I cannot control in real life. I don't see the big deal in taking an extra 2 sec for a condom and for the loss of sensation it may give, it's not a big difference. Beside sex is just as much mental and emotional as it is physical. If you can't get off while wearing one then you may have problems.

I don't need to worry about looking young for two reason 1. I already, appear 10 years less than my age to a lot. 2. I am young. If you think of it, the longer life expectancy you have the younger you are. It's not how many years you have it's how many years you have left. Since its unknown live it to the fullest but hey why not plan ahead a healthy youth could mean a long future.

It all depends on what mood I'm in, Who I'm with. But I'll say most frequently would probably be passionate.

Well not having owned very many different cars in my life but 93 ford ranger was the biggest money hungry bitch I've ever seen. Lets see besides regular maintenance (brakes, tires and fluid changes) I've changed the transmission, suspension, brake lines, severely engine related problems, eventually rebuilt engine. Besides the fact it handled like a crazy carpet on snow in the winter, I must admit fun as hell in empty parking lots with a bit of fresh snow. Hehe. I learned to drive with that vehicle in winter safely I can drive anything in the winter. Learned not to panic when lose control. Not to shit myself when the gas petal gets stuck to the floor while driving in residential areas. (Decided to crash it into a huge snow bank rather than someone or something. Although throwing it in neutral would of been better had I though of it) My first purchased car Nissan Altima 3.5 2006. Was a good car fun to drive very little problems. Eventually had to trade it in since my tools were to big and hard on it:( Now I have a dodge ram 2012. Which so far so good. Must admit I enjoy it being fully loaded. My ass love heated or cooled leather seats:) sunroof back window 4 door, voice command, car starter, camera, GPS and more. My dream car Nissan GTR

I spent most of my life not giving a crap. I ate, what I want, when I wanted. Often being fast food crap since I would never bring a lunch to work. I even wouldn't eat at all some days. I worked too much and too long in hostile and stressful jobs.too much Stress and anxiety is a killer to the body and mind. Often worked in unsafe environments without proper equipment, although employers are suppose to provide safety, I was to naive and stupid and did things anyways to get the job done. Used and abused my body at work. After reevaluating my life I've done drastic changes in the last 8-9 months, both mentally and physically. 1. Started going to kickboxing 2-3 a week 2. No longer eat fast food crap. (I think I would die if I ate McDonald again) 3. Soda was my drug of choice from 2-3 a day to now 2-3 a month. 4. No more working unsafe, if required a mask I wear one, harness or any other safety equipment necessary, not ashamed or afraid to refuse otherwise. 5. Work is almost virtually stress free and hostile free, got a great boss. Changing company Maybe the best thing. 6. Water I drink lots and when I need some flavour I add mio to it. 7. Most important changed my outlook on life. 8. Started seeing cerb ladies. Mental benefits work amazing, hell orgasm aren't to shabby either lol So far I've lost over 40 pounds, I got way more energy. Self esteem has greatly improved. I worry far less, which is great cause honestly could not handle it anymore. I'm trying to live a life rather than living lifelessly. Accepting certain things in my life that aren't in my control.

Never really told anyone before cause I don't understand it but I sometimes have these really bizarre dreams that would be impossible in real life. Now sometime some of these dreams I get an image of these dreams and I come across them in real life. Like a surreal déjà vu. Sometimes it goes a step further I sense my reaction in the dream and realize its was the same in real life. What this means I have no idea, but its pretty freaky for me sometimes. Know why can't I dream about lottery numbers.

Maybe I'm naive or hypocritical, but never did I ever for one second think a woman may have insecurities about their vaginas. Yet here I know for fact that there are guys like myself, that have there own insecurities with their man part at one point or another. So I suppose it shouldn't be different for woman, why I never thought there were woman out there, that felt this is beyond me. I can say quite honestly I have had some insecurity with my manhood, is it big enough, is it thick enough heck can I hit her g-spot with it? Should I trim it or shave it off and suffer ingrowned hair? Do I dare wax it? Heck I sweat a lot down there, does it stink? I guess this is why I practice oral so much:) satisfy a woman with my tongue no need to worry, takes the pressure of the other guy. Now logically if there is no two penis the same why should there be two pussy the same. I can say quite proudly I love pussy, the feel, the texture, the taste and look of pussy. Quite frankly I don't understand how someone can be prejudice towards one, it make you unique, its your own. To compare them to other would be like try to compare two different people's finger prints they may each have similarity or complete opposites. I don't think there should be anything to be ashamed of.

Hahaha, what a coincident I currently have a big set of rubber balls. Yep saggy big ball that you sometime see in the back of a truck, well I put it there with the intent of playing a joke on my boss and hanging them on his smart car. We tease him about his smart car all the time. He's like 6'4 and he's always had big trucks.

Waking up at 3:00am shivering. Turn out I had a fever of 102.4. I hate being sick:(

Ya in visioning the bastard who cut you off being in-palled by a swords. May be a little excessive. Lol jk

I take it the eggs are scrabbled then?

That's why he was lying on you're magic wand. He said no bacon for him no orgasm for you:) lol