Fresh start

Honestly I don't think I would leave a voice message just cause I have in the past dialled wrong numbers and even sent a txt once. Very embarrassing although I laugh know that guy was like wtf... Wrong number dude. Man I felt like such an idiot. Lol.

As a man I can say I'm fortunate to not have this experience. Although I'm not one to flirt unless its with someone I now and the feeling are mutual, mostly for fun and joking around. I'll try and shed a bit of light on this subject anyways. I've heard my fair share of demeaning and rude comments toward woman, working with only men and most of them haven't gotten laid in quite some time. I think in this situation because there are other male around they feel it make them cool, and most of them wouldn't have the balls to even go up to them. So I'm going to say peer pressure is one reason some men or yahoos do it. For others I think it's for excitement or the thrill. I know personally if a woman flirted with me I have to admit It would make me feel good. I would feel noticed and desired but that just me. But seriously I think for some flirting with a women to them it's like another notch on their belt it goes straight to their heads in plural lol. But for them to have acknowledge by the woman they flirted they seem to get the idea that "oh ya I could of tapped that" or "she digs me I have a chance" it goes to their ego. But I always believe there is a time and place for it. Not in a taxi or from your accountant. Then there are those like cristy mentioned the one who think there gods gift to woman and think they are all that and can say whatever they want. I worked with someone liked that and quite honestly don't know how he would do it but we would get away with it I've even seen it work on a few occasions. I'm not trying to play the blame game but I think some woman may tolerate the behaviour which in a way, may allow them to continue. I do not condone such behaviour nor do I think it is morally right. As for upbringing I have to disagree I do not think that is the cause perhaps but I was not raised in a suitable environment and yet I treat woman with the same respect if not more that I would like to receive. This is just my opinion, and ladies we may be few but there are good men out there.

So after being heartbroken by my wife I now find out my on family the ones that are suppose to love and support you are all talking behind my back. I guess you really can't trust anybody these days. I guess I'm better off alone.

Having your heartbroken and then coming home to find all the stuff we had together that meant something to us destroyed. Wtf... Why can we just separate like civilized adults and not immature kids. Shouldn't I be the one that upset and not her? She the one that said it was over. Love sucks!!

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If I only had one word to describe Gabriella it would be "goddess" for her Beauty is one of perfection. She is one you want to cherish and worship, you are truly blessed to be in here presence. She is truly kind at heart and giving in more than one way. She is very wise and knows how to to please in many ways. So you may wanna start praying for her now. No offence to any religion but I would take her over 72 virgins any day. They wouldn't know half the skill she has. So treat her right or suffer her wrath and spend eternity in damnation.

I'm not an expert but I do know the body does need sugar but natural sugar and not processed. Example fruit contains natural sugar which is good to a certain point. Stuff like soda has sugar added and isn't good for you. It won't kill you but increases your risk of developing health related problems. Ex diabetic. Also you got be careful not to over do it and end up having low sugar in the blood which can cause you to faint or even in extreme cases into a coma. Me its been about 2 months I've quit drinking soda. I used to consume 2-3 a day sometimes more. I just stop buying it and now if its in the house I don't even care about it and I drink water or concentrated juice 1 glass a day. If you're like me and need flavour add mio to your water no sugar and no calories. I've lost 35 Lbs in about 3 months with a bit of dieting and a little more exercise. Not only do I have more energy but I feel like I'm 10-15 years younger. So you don't need extra sugar in your diet you can get plenty of natural sugar from fruit.

I know this isn't the game but it reminds me of a story. I used to work in a grocery store along time ago and had to take a cake order where the gentleman requested the cake to say I quote "fuck you bitch I'm sleeping with your sister" so obviously this made me go wtf! But in the end you got to give customer service. Latex glove, lube, and a turkey bastor

All I want is to cuddle with a woman and fall asleep. It will help clear away the blues.

So after meeting Claire just a few weeks ago I just had to go back. Her beauty and personality just grows on you among something else lol! But seriously she make you so comfortable and at ease, with her smile and her flirtatious personality. The more i get to know her in seeing her inner beauty and its is just as beautiful as her. This time I got the opportunity to see her with michaella caress in a duo and omg what an amazing experience that was. These two together work amazing together and they know how to rub each other the right way if you know what I mean. But don't worry they give you their attention too, just be prepared to walk out of there weak in the knees. You may need a bottle or 2 of water when they are done with you. All I can say if there is a time I need Viagra ill just book a duo with these two. The only thing missing was a sign that that say caution slippery when wet cause with these two together I thought I was a kid playing with my slippy slide lol! Seriously be prepared these two should come with a warning sign not for the faint of heart. FYI if you were like me and have never meet michaella caress check out her rec as well. Now guys if you wanna have a piece of heaven you gotta try a duo with these to beautiful and interactive duo and don't worry they know how to multitask so you're not left out if you know what I mean.

I had the pleasure of seeing her in a duo with Claire heavens and omg amazing I am so glad I meet her. To be honest I had went to see Claire which I've meet, having never meet michaella before and I looked at a few of her pics that don't do her justice, I hit the jackpot two increadable women. She has a beautiful smile and an amazing personality that works great with Claire. I am so glad I went, not knowing what to expect, once that door opened and she gave me a nice warm greeting I immediately new I was in heaven. She is very talented, she can multi task pretty well and she interacted with both me and Claire at the same time. Won't go into details but you may need an umbrella cause she can get very wet if you know what I mean. Great experience and definitely glad we meet and would repeat in a heartbeat. I would even go see her solo, now that I know what I was missing out on. So I recommend guys you have to see her for yourself you don't know what you're missing she looks like the innocent girl next door type but believe me she know what she doing. Together with Claire this duo is like dying and going to heaven but be prepared when they are done with you your going to be craving more. (After you recuperate of course)

Ok so with 1/2 left to work I had to go and accidentally get cut at work. Everyone is freaking out but me go figure. Spent the afternoon and most of the evening in hospital 9 stitches and a lot of blood later. I come to realize damn not one hot naughty nurse dressed in a short skirt or tight shirt in sight. Damn porn can be so fake and deceiving.

My deepest sympathies going out to. I cannot give you much advice about what you should do, but I can tell you this. Your situation you describe sound very familiar and the pain you go through I know it all to well. Although our situations may not be exactly the same I too understand your desire and need to be touched by the one you love and miss so much. This is something I feel too, but I've seen sp even ma, they give me back a little bit of light each time but it cannot replace them nor does it feel the same. Although for me it is enough to get through this hard times. I know everyone copes differently, I myself used to think the only way out was suicide. I do not know if this is something you deal with but I would like you to remember something you have a part of your wife left behind in your son, who needs a father. Give your son as much love as you can, he needs you! Growing up without a mother can be difficult, but to grow up without both parents would be far worse. Remember if you ever feel suicidal it is ok you're not alone in the world and I know how hard it can be to talk or tell someone about it but please trust me you will feel better. I myself still cannot talk openly to people I know and find it much easier to talk to strangers. I would be more than happy to talk if you ever need too. I may not be a therapist and give you much advice but I can listen and assure you no matter how hopeless and alone you may feel there is lots like us out there that feel the same. We just have to sake the chance and speak out, trust me its changed me a lot. I would also seek therapy they help a lot and they can guide you better and help you understand your feeling and emotion and eventually you will Learn how to cope easier. There is no shame in how you are feeling and what you think might help you. It my or may not feel the same only you can tell but remember she cannot replace your wife and I recommend only seeing her if you thing you can accept that. Just be prepared for either outcome it may feel the same it may not. My heart goes out to you what bit I have left.

Sending a txt to book an rendezvous and getting a reply "Wtf??? Wrong number" oppps reversed last two phone numbers. I just hope the owner got the message and not their significant other.

Met her for the first time and for my first ma experience and I really enjoyed it. She is very beautiful as u can see in her picture but when you see her in person wow even better. Her smile is a thing of beauty and her personality so down to earth and real. Although I cannot compare I had a all round awesome experience.

This may not be the same but when I was on a certain type of antidepressant my sex drive and erection were all the same but had extreme difficulty achieving orgasm. I was like the energizer bunny kept going and going. I tried different lubes some that xy his and hers helped a bit. Different toys we vibe was nice I found that the cheaper condoms worked best. But ultimately sex is as much emotional as it is physical and because I like to please a woman the more she enjoyed it the easier it was for me. Although this was for me may not be the same for other and like I said it was caused by the medication and not Ed.

I don't think anyone should be put down for any reason weather you're skinny, fat, race, religion ect. It can be very hurtful, its disrespectful and if you ask me it's bullying. Plain and simple Unfortunately we live in a society were this happens to much and people need to start realizing it.

I want start off by thanking those who read the poem. I ask that you keep an open mind and that there is no reason for concern. Re-read the poem I know it sound like I'm talking about a person but replace that person with death. How easy it is to get misinterpited. I do suffer from depression and I deal with suicidal thoughts often. They are uncontrollable thoughts nothing more. It doesn't control my actions. With help I've learn to manage and to deal with them. There are lots of people out there that probably feel the same way, I ask them not to be ashamed of it. It is not your fault and you may not be able to control your thoughts. I too felt ashamed and scared to talk about. I know first hand how easy people who don't understand what we may be going through can react. I've lost friends over this cause they can't handle it or the freak out sometime they even look at you differently. For those of you who never experienced this please don't judge us or look at us differently we are still the same person. For a long time I was afraid to tell people how I feel because of reaction I've got in the past. I've lost 2 people close to me do to suicide in the past. It effected everybody around them and I believe they to we're to afraid to tell anyone cause no one new they were depressed. But I understand now why they did what they did. They may no longer be suffering but the just past their pain to their loved one. There are ways to help manage the pain, so don't be ashamed or afraid. If someone reaches out or talks to you about how they feel please don't over react just listen. I hope I shed a bit of light to some people on what I struggle with but I am strong and capable of getting through it. Even in my darkest hours I still have a choice. So please this is not a cry for help nor me seeking attention or help. I just want to open people's eyes and help them understand.

My grandparents meant the world me. They were loving and caring, to me kinda like parents. Whenever I wasn't staying with them I would visit almost everyday. I would get off the school bus few stops early just to stop by to say hi. When I was 12 my grandfather suffered a stroke which left him paralyzed and most of his memory was lost. He didn't even remember his own children but me his grandchild who he took care of when I was even younger. As sad as it was him losing most of his memory it touched me that he still knew me, I felt special. He past away shortly after and it was hard on me. At the same time he had his stroke my grandmother was also ill but appears she was going to be fine. But once her husband died it changed for the worse. She past away a little after my grandfather did. I wasn't even done grieving for my grandfather when she past. I remember it was feb 14 valentine day after I was able to spent a few moments with her before she past. I was in the hallway crying, and one of the nurses who new me came up to me and told me that I shouldn't be sad. That instead of being sad that they are gone to be happy for they are together once again and that today was valentine day, the perfect day for them to be reunited. From that day on I say valentine day as a day to cherish to one you love. This year ill probably be alone so I thought it would maybe it would be a good idea if we could share a memory of a past valentine you may of had. Something you did for your special someone or vice versa and perhaps it may even give some one an idea. It's only fair ill go first. A couple years ago I decided I was ready to have children. My wife had been wanting them for a while but I alway wanted to wait. So I decided for valentine day I would give her what she wanted. To start a family. So I decided to buy her a gift card to a maternity clothes store. Along with a gift card for some lingerie to get in the mood. (ok more for me than her) but I wasn't sure if she would get it so I also bought baby booties and put the card in there and then I wrapped it up in a baby blanket and topped it of with a little teddy bear. It worked perfectly when she opened it and looked at me I just gave her a nod yes and said I was ready. She then had a few tears roll down her cheek then ran into my arms. That to me that was my best valentine gift to give and to receive the joy it gave her was great. So what's your moment?

I myself am not a religeous person but u guess it boils down to what you think of yourself and not what others think of you. I think as long as your'e not hurting anyone do what make you happy or what you think is right.

I haven't wrote anything like this since high school. This is a poem I wrote the other night. I am curious what people are going to think its got a hidden twist. TORN I long for you every day and night. As I gaze into your eyes I see the light. I realize I Cannot be with you cause it ain't right. Flirting with you is a dangerous game, For I don't know if you feel the same. I'm tired of living life in vain. My desire for you grows strong. You are my salvation I crave for so long. I just don't know that we belong. Even though you're my fantasy. I know I cannot let it become reality. Society would not accept another casualty. You've cost me everything. But without I'm nothing. In the end I'm still hurting. I see other woman to help forget. So please don't object. I haven't met anyone yet. I cannot speak your name. People will think I'm insane. You're my only thoughts in my brain.

I would recommend kickboxing great working and it's amazing how much it works your core. I've lost 2 pant size in a month and can feel my abs tightening.

In my opinion you must of known this possible outcome (having to out a fellow hobbyist) so you do have an obligation to do your job. Although I don't think you have to reveal details about anyone except the person you were hired to surveil. Cause u may not be ruin just one persons life but several especially if this sister inlaw seem so concerned rather than the wife. If she is going to great length to find out what else is she going to do. I just think its safer for the other people involved stayed anonymous and it may if help in your personal situation. You may feel guilty about outing a fellow hobbyist, but you shouldn't of taken the job then. On another note tell my sister inlaw to mind her own business lol just kidding.

This is a tough one for me to judge I see a bit of both side. I am often in a negative mood, for I suffere from major depression. I try not to bring others down, If I do it's un intentional. I may tell people how I'm feeling, but very rare, unless I feel I need to talk about it. I am by no means negative to others but I know when people come to me with negativity It tends not to bother me much anymore but I do understand. When u are constantly around negativity it can rub off on you. What people need to now about being deppresed is the more they are deppresed the harder it is for them to see the positive. They may no logically you are right but they still feel deppresed and it is not their fault. I am speaking from experience but things may be different for people who do not suffer from depression and are just being negative by nature which I do not agree with.

I though it would be neat to see some of the good things out there. Just a reminder that there are good people around you even if u don't thinks. So hurry people share your good deed that someone's done to you or that you've done. Let show that the world is full of nice kind people. So the other day I was feeling kinda down (suffer from depression) and somebody I just met was able to take the time listen to my problems without prejudice or judgement. All I wanted to do was get it out and she listen like a true friend without benefitting at all from it. I won't name any names but she knows who she is so thanks. So she did her good deed. Anybody else have some to share!