Mokejomes

You can and will overcome it. But before resorting to escorts to boost your confidence there’s better routes to take basically setting goals , small at first; and then working on achieving them. This will basically create new neuropathways in your brain & boost your self confidence and self esteem, which will naturally get you to raise your head a little bit when you walk & in turn make you more attractive to women. I’m not trying to steer you away from escorts, or in any direction at all - I just think from what I’ve read there are bigger issues at hand that hiring escorts isn’t going to fix . And if you do hire an escort and then meet a woman, NEVER tell her you’ve visited escorts. however, there’s nothing wrong about wanting physical touch. It’s normal, you’re human. I think it’s actually considered a psychological need. Just be careful who you see. I would recommend like I said Tasha or Tailla. Tailla is actually really chill, great convo . Tasha, too, but not sure if she’s working anymore. im rooting for you dude. Please keep us updated on how it goes if you decide to pay one a visit.

I’m assuming you want to gain confidence so when you meet a woman in the “real” world , you will have gained confidence from your experience with escorts? Because escorts is not the real world. Hiring escorts is either 1. A pain in the ass unless you do your research due to all the scams, bait and switches , and if you do find a real and a good one it is (2) A FANTASY. In my experience a lot of women in the real world are not dominant, do not want to naturally lead, and will want a guy who can take charge, at least a little. By only seeing dominant providers when you do meet a woman in the “real” world, you will have zero experience in being more take charge, make moves, etc. By seeing an escort who slants more to the submissive side you will learn and discover it within yourself, so when the time comes to be intimate with a partner your brain will be like “oh yeah, ive done this before, I know what to do.” at the end of the day the going soft stuff, it all boils down to a lack of confidence , and then anxiety . Getting to know a girl and being comfortable with and around her will relax you and fix this. Putting so much pressure on yourself to perform will only get you stuck in your head, and then the anxiety kicks in and boom, it doesn’t work. this has happened to tons of dudes, just know that you’re not the first one to experience it , and you won’t be the last . It’s much more common than you think. Good luck.

It’s fake . There might be be someone behind the ad but she’s not 23 (probably double ) and she looks nothing like the pictures.

She doesn’t exist the way you think she does.

Avoid, completely avoid. PM me for details, but not worth your time or money.

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I wrote a post on the Asians everywhere thread on the NS board. there’s zero Asian providers here. All the Asian ads you see, and most of the obvious fake ones are all the same person. I messaged all of them one night from different phone numbers & each one all led to the same address. Both white and Asian ads . so I decided to have some fun with it and have all the people they thought they were texting all show up at the same time to the address. The first number I texted from was given a room number while the “other people” were told to wait. I went up to the room knowing I was going to walk out. Curiousity got the best of me. What’s waiting for you behind the door is an older Asian lady, a far cry from 22 or 23, more like 48. Likely the person you’re chatting with is not even in the province , and is sitting in Toronto. It’s a scam. they’re thinking/hoping your mind is so clouded that by the time you get to the door you won’t care who’s there, you’ll just want to get off and grudgingly pass over the $160 . don’t waste your time. Put that $160 aside and start saving and make the drive or catch a flight to Montreal if you want a legit Asian provider. Moncton is not it.

I don’t know how deeply rooted the foot fetish is for you, but if it’s a big thing, and not any pair of feet will do, it’s hard to find around here. I would equate it to the people who travel to Nepal, climb mountains and then wait out there for weeks on the off chance they might get to spot a snow leopard. Aka - it’s rare. If your foot fetish is specific - requiring a certain type of foot, and a certain type of personality - you’re automatically eliminating 60% of providers. On top of that a lot of girls typically aren’t into it, turned off by it, or whatever. So you’re probably cutting another 30% of the escorts. So now you’re down to a 10% chance of finding a provider who meets the standard you’ve set in your mind for you to indulge in your fetish. And of that 10% I’d wager 7 to 9% are only doing it because of payment, they don’t actually enjoy it, which will be obvious to you, and kill the buzz. Judging by your post you need to gain some confidence , so you’d need a provider who naturally slants more to the submissive side , so who you’re looking for is @Daddysgirltasha She has not toured here for quite some time, and I have no idea if and when she will again, but if she does you would be left happy after seeing her. Otherwise for a first timer I would suggest Tallia (enhanced but she’s amazing), or “Loren” . I have not indulged in foot fetish with either of them, so can’t attest to that side of things. Good luck!

Awhile ago I caught on to how they operate so I’ll fill you in. all of those ads, all of those different numbers are all one person . The person on the other end of those numbers is the same person. They have a bunch of “second phone number” apps installed to probably a couple different phones. They stopped returning my messages one night after I questioned the obvious fake picture . So I just messaged from a different number and asked to meet up. I was given an address, and now from another number I messaged a different ad and was given, you guessed it, the same address as the first one. I then went through every fake ad and used different numbers to message the ads. Every single one that did reply all sent me to the same address. There was probably 5 or 6 of them. Some ads were Asian girls, and some were obvious fake pictures of white girls. When I asked the race of the girl some said white, some said Asian. so I decided to have some fun, and all those different numbers they thought were texting them all showed up at the same time to the address I was directed to go to. the first one gave me a room number to go to, while the person on the other end of the phone line told the “other people” to just wait. I decided to just go up to the door, knowing there was a 99.9% chance I was going to turn around and walk out . there’s always that small part of your brain thinking … maybe it’s a gem, a true diamond in the rough. it’s not. It’s an older Asian lady who’s waiting for you behind the door. But the person running the ad is hoping that your mind is so clouded with just wanting to get off that you’ll go through with it and pass over the $140 -$160 bucks. the person on the other end of the phone is likely not even close , or in the same province. Don’t waste your time. there was only one reputable agency here that hosted Asians and I think the pandemic ended that. If you want to see an Asian provider your best bet is to hunker down and make the 12 hour drive to Montreal.

the anxiety is normal at first . But if you’re going to do this and then go home and stress and have anxiety then it might not be worth it. no matter what anyone tells you there is always a risk. You just need to be smart about it. Avoid ads talking about “partying” and “party treats”. Always use protection . If the girl ever offers bareback for more money, then she’s offering it to everyone. ALWAYS trust your intuition. I’ve gotten to a few rooms and turned around and walked back out. Don’t be afraid to do this. Read reviews, do your due diligence & you will be fine. I like to think that the vast majority of us, both worker and client take measures to make it as safe as possible. Nobody wants a life changing illness for 10 minutes of pleasure or a couple hundred bucks. by following these safety measures you’re eliminating 99.99% of the risk. I have hobbied all over the world from the Maritimes to Montreal to Europe and to Thailand. I’ve spent an insane amount of money hobbying - haven’t caught a thing.

Sex addiction withdrawal symptoms can be physical, emotional, mental, or a combination of all three and may include: Feeling irritable and/or grumpy Anxiety Depression Insomnia Hyperactivity or hypersensitivity Anger Boredom Physical and/or emotional discomfort Mental and physical exhaustion Mood swings Having irrational thoughts Cravings for engaging in sexual activities Struggling to focus Feeling lonely Outbursts of overwhelming emotion Makes sense, lol .

Thanks Mikey. The last thing I would ever want to do is hurt my partner , or my child. That's why I feel so stuck between a rock and a hard place and why the pain is unbearable. Live with this guilt and shame until it destroys me and the truth comes out anyways, or disclose and live with the consequences. I've read that a lot of marriages between a sex addict and a partner will heal, in time. It's pretty much all I've been reading about. And every CSAT (certified sex addiction therapist) lives by disclosure and sometimes a polygraph test. I'm still on board with not disclosing anytime soon. I have been attending SAA meetings daily, but to be honest, I don't feel like I need to. I have absolutely no interest in acting out on compulsive sexual behaviours. But I still attend regardless. I now know that the saying is true , our secrets keep us sick. I've never experienced a guilty conscience before, but man, it just eats away at a person until there's nothing left but a shell. Hiding one's true self from my partner is like a cancer that has spread to my soul. The stress and anxiety is just crazy , pains in my neck and back. No appetite, can hardly focus on anything else but this, little to no patience for my kid, insomnia. I've tried every which way to rationalize and justify this to myself since the blinders have come off - from well, what I did unmedicated doesn't count, to spending countless hours on the "sexworker" subreddit talking to, and reading stories about the amount of married men who see escorts, almost trying to normalize it to myself in order to live at peace with it. Hasn't worked, the guilty conscience always creeps back in. My addiction has lived in the shadows all these years , and it can only live in the darkness, as soon as you shine a light on it, it's over. Even if I take this secret to the grave, and trust me, I desperately want to be able to do this , I feel morally wrong about it. I think my partner has the right to know. If she decides to leave me, then that is the bed I have to lay in. I've made it. I will spend the rest of my life trying to make up for it, one way or another. i know going forward I want to live honestly and have an honest relationship. If I have to spend the rest of my life rebuilding that trust, and loving her as much as she deserves to be loved , through actions, and not words, then I will happily oblige. The meds have worked almost too good, a clear head isn't the best thing to have when you have secrets that come with guilt and shame, secrets that remained hidden even from myself due to my disordered mind. I don't want to place all the blame on ADHD either, it feels like a complete cop out and frankly bullshit. It was ME who engaged in these behaviours. I'm hoping in time the anxiety and stuff begins to subside, like I said before, it's all still very fresh.

made a sizeable donation to the Avalon sexual assault centre. Thanks again for your help. I have decided to hold off for now and work through this with a therapist first . It's still very fresh to me, so holding off is best.

Thank you for your reply, Berlin. Appreciate the advice and the kind words. I have been on meds for 10 days now, and the clarity and clear thinking is amazing , but also devastating, when I came to realize that the behaviors I was engaging in were not aligned with my actual values. A medicated mokejomes would never act the way an ADHD riddled mokejomes would act. I have always been able to justify my actions, or at least rationalize them, and then press them into my subconscious, going on as if it never happened, and if it did, well it wasn't so bad. I was always super nice and respectful to SPs so my actions are okay. No harm no foul. It's a simple business transaction between two consenting adults. I just thank God that I had enough moral standards to walk out of situations where it was clear it was not a good situation and don't have that to feel terrible about as well. Again, not judging those who partake in the hobby. None of my business. Having said that, this is an awfully heavy cross to bear, especially when I spend time with my partner and child, knowing deep down the actions I have taken part in, and the fact that I have completely betrayed my partner and family. The guilt is just eating me alive, and I'm not sure where to turn. I have brought this up with my psychologist , and his advice was comparing it to child soldiers who have committed atrocities , and they're able to go on . What's done is done, just move on. All is forgiven. Which sounds great to hear, and for a little while I can have that play out in my mind, but eventually the thoughts come back and with them the guilt, and i think, no, she needs to know what I've done. She needs to have that choice of whether or not she wants to move forward, knowing the information. I can forgive myself all day, but that is not the forgiveness I seek, or need. Appreciate all your replies. They are helpful, but a hobby board is perhaps not the best place to lay out all of my guilt and shame, lol. Sorry for the long ramble, I am just devastated about potentially losing my family and have a lot on my mind. I also understand that guilt can play out this way - anxiety and OCD like thinking and this is likely what is happening. Cheers!

Thanks for your reply. I was recently diagnosed with adult ADHD and put on medication to help. Since that time the goggles have come off, and I am having severe anxiety, depression, and insomnia over my actions. I understand that adhd people don't really produce dopamine, so my behaviours make complete sense in hindsight. I cant think of a much bigger dopamine hit then a sex addiction. I have not given her a disease/infection. I am seeing a therapist, I just find myself constantly ruminating to the point where she knows something is up. I'm no longer "present". perhaps my anxiety is doing the thinking . Part of it is probably the addict in me just wanting to dump this information onto someone, so like you said, I can feel better.

Been seeing escorts since I was in my early 20s, and now I'm 38. been with my partner for 7 years and been seeing escorts for 5. Always thought I was getting away with it , no harm, no foul. but out of the blue I started to have anxiety upon coming to the realization that I am a sex addict. And then the intense anxiety started . What have I done? What have I done? And then the guilt. I haven't partaken in any behaviours in almost 22 weeks, but the guilt isn't something that goes away I feel the only option I have is to disclose to my partner which is going to be devastating Anyone have any availability experience with this?

Does anyone have any intel on whether these two will be returning? I was a regular of Tallia and miss my visits with her. Thanks . Feel free to PM me if you prefer .

She’s back and posting under the same name with different pics. I told them I would come and pay double the rate if they could prove the pics were real - radio silence. They are running out of a hotel so don’t think you would be assaulted , or arrested - cops would be going for John’s who are looking for minors. but you would be completely disappointed when the door opened. Complete scam.

She didn’t post last night . :(

This is the second time in a little over a week I visited Tasha - first in Truro and again tonight in Moncton. I am very picky about who I give my money to , and I can’t recommend Tasha enough. One of the most down to earth, nicest girls I’ve met in my few years of partaking in this “hobby”. She’s very pretty as well. And if like me, you have a raging foot fetish, you know how rare it is to find a provider with feet you actually want anywhere in your vicinity. It’s like those mountain climbers who trek 6000 metres through treacherous terrain for the chance to catch a glimpse of a snow leopard, but most never do. So foot fetish enthusiasts , unite! I have found the girl for all your feet desires , haha . In case it isn’t obvious, I highly recommend!

I’m on my way to Halifax in the hopes that she posts. I saw juicy Jess before - and can pretty much guarantee you that it’s not her. if she posts tonight I’ll see her and confirm 100%

I visited Tasha last night in Truro @ her incall location. She was super lovely . Petite, super friendly, not a clock watcher. Very pretty girl. Super cute feet if that’s your thing lol. I would highly recommend. I couldn’t find her ad but here’s her onlyfans . https://onlyfans.com/tashathesweetest

I am 99% sure she’s real. I spoke with her on the phone once. I will be visiting this weekend if she’s posting and I’ll post a review to let you know . I know I am “new” but I used to post here under the name “one pound” cheers fellas

Hey I haven’t seen Tiffany since she had her breasts done. Anyone see her recently ? Are her new boobs awesome ? Lol