I did a little research but never found what i was looking for. Something that has been nagging me for a long time is: What if i meet my SP and i'm not interested anymore?
A few years ago, that happened and i just did it anyway and i really regretted it, i couldn't become aroused at all, it was a very awkward hour. But you know, i felt like i had to. That as soon as i walked in the door i absolutely must go through with it. I think that made it bad for both of us.
There's one thing that, for privacy reasons, we don't see until we're in person and that happens to be the deal breaker for me.
I don't feel comfortable saying "sorry, i really don't think i can do this anymore" and i'm obviously not comfortable going through with it.
Can i say no? Can i leave?
