bcguy42 38594 Report post Posted April 5, 2015 Getting down to the short stroke now. Three andf a half days until surgery. I'm running out of things to think about to keep my mind off it (also known as avoidance). Went in for my pre-op tests and such. Spent that day really depressed but have bounced back. I haven't been to see everyone I wanted to see. I'll be optimistic and say I'm saving the missed ones for when I'm back in the game. The uncertainty is the hard part for me. Will I make it through the surgery? (Probably) Will I contract C. Difficile or MRSA while in the hospital? (Probably not) Will Wee Willie ever work in some semblance of what it does now? If it does, will it take thre months, six months, a year? If it doesn't, will I have the self-confidence to continue to play doing other things I apparently do pretty well? I'm pretty sure I will with a couple of very special friends. On the off chance, admittedly very tiny, that things don't work well Thursday, I want to thank everyone here for all the good and wonderful experiences. Having said that, it is my intention to get back on the board next weekend to tell you all I'm just fine. 3 Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Malika Fantasy 144625 Report post Posted April 5, 2015 Good luck and wishing you the best!! Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
roamingguy 300292 Report post Posted April 5, 2015 Good Luck and Sending Positive Thoughts Your Way RG Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
EmilyRushton 253372 Report post Posted April 5, 2015 BIG hugs, thoughts of positivity and I look forward to your upcoming posts You will get through this.... xoxo Emily Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
CristyCurves 169032 Report post Posted April 5, 2015 Stay positive and all will be great, wishing you a very speedy recovery. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Ice4fun 78407 Report post Posted April 5, 2015 About 6 years ago I also underwent some surgery and as I read your post remind about how similar your concerns are to what mine were. Our minds are amazing in how that can allow us to do so much including cause ourselves great anticipation or concern over things like this... in the end my surgery went way easier than I anticipated and I am willing to bet yours will as well. I am looking forward to your update post next weekend and of course to reading your next recommendation post here on the board in the very near future. As you head through this week I think you can be assured that your friends here on LYLA Will have you in their thoughts. Sent from my Passport using Tapatalk 1 Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
spud271 47779 Report post Posted April 5, 2015 Chin up mate! You have positive thoughts coming from me. Just remember, when the night is at it's darkest...you can see the stars! :) Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Triple HHH 12345 Report post Posted April 5, 2015 Good luck, as others have mentioned stay positive, will be looking for your post next week. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Midnite-Energies 110563 Report post Posted April 6, 2015 Just seeing this thread now. Sending warm healing energy to you and more to ease your mind and keep you focused on complete healing! ! Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
waterat 20911 Report post Posted April 6, 2015 All the best BCguy - I'm looking forward to a positive and excellent update next weekend! Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
